Reason!!!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........

But he loved her. He really did. It's just that he didn't know that the love he felt, one day, could make him weak to the bones. Not a single day passed without him thinking about her. He always thought that time would come, the one they called "forever and always". Pfft, like there's one. And also a quote "Love me little, love me long!", said on the side of the mug she gave!!! But after all, the thing they had, whatever be it, wasn't long to be. "Cold silence has the tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion between supposed lovers". For some reason he always blamed himself. He may have been guilty, maybe not. Only god knows!!! Oh, I'm sorry. Let me correct. ONLY SHE KNOWS. She never opened up.

Hmm. Seems his life turned upside-down ever since. Not just upside-down, but inside-out as well. You might have always heard of girls crying after some guy. But this time you're hearing of a guy running blind for a girl. Funny world eh'?

Listening songs to songs, he related everything. And I mean EVERYTHING!!! Form the very beginning. Till it lasted. And even the times after that. From every good to bad, from all the cuts and scars, from every bottle he emptied, from every tears he shed, from all the memories that she gave him.......... Nothing made any sense.

"What? How? WHY??? " Was it too selfish of him to ask?

He does look strong though. Strong enough to show his hate disguise of love. Or as someone might call it "Too weak to show his love". He did tried though. At least he thinks he tried. Its hard to be left without a closure. That's what haunts him. No reasons given, none taken. But hey, gotta respect her decision. This is only his side of the story. Not hers.

Whatever the reasons be, he never wanted it to end it this way. NEVER did he thought it would come to an end! Apologies aside, he wants her to know that how he shows himself to be isn't his true self. The hate shades that he now has been giving her every once in a while, doesn't mean he loves her any less, but more. For all he knows, shit's hit the fan and there's no turning back now. It's the fact he doesn't want to believe. Trust me, if there was a slightest chance, he would not care if the whole world was against him. He would take it!!!!

"And I do miss you

I just thought we were meant to be

I guess now, we'll never know

The only thing I want is for you to be happy

Whether it be with me, or without me

I just want you to be happy "

AVIATION – YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING