Derek's pov:
"It's not easy to accept a mistake no matter what you do you always try to make everyone happy. You are the alpha the person everyone is afraid of but then when things get a little out of hand you go and beat the person you love the most without even thinking about it. One day he'll leave your sorry ass and what will you have to show for the "relationship" you want to save. Stiles will never save me I'm something he'll soon give up on. His sorry pitiful excuse for a mate. Thanks Derek that's all you are every good for."
These are the things that keep playing over and over in my head. Sooner or later stiles will leave no matter how hard I try to make him stay I know he will. Soon I won't even matter anymore. I'll be a distant memory of what destroyed his life. I honestly hate what I am but I can't change it.
Another fight I come home to. Stiles yelled" I just want to help you, just let me help you." Derek said" you can't save me or help me I ain't worth it so just give up before it's to late." Derek walked out. Stiles ran to catch up with him. Stiles hugged Derek something he really hasn't done in a while and said the three words that made Derek's heart stop" I love you!" Derek grabbed on to Stiles like his life depended on it and deep down it did. Derek just couldn't accept it or the face that he relayed on someone to help him. Derek whispered into Stiles neck" I love you baby I'm so sorry." Derek and stiles went back inside. Derek smiled at stiles the most genuine smile he had in a long time. Stiles lead Derek up the stairs and into their room. They laid together in peace for the first time in many months. Stiles felt like he had gained the love of his life back.
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Hey guys just so y'all know I'm gonna be updating this story more often. I'm so sorry I made y'all wait but there was 337 words for y'all I'll start making them longer and adding more pictures to it so you can get a better idea. Thanks for reading and liking it it means a lot to me.
