My name's Bell, and I'm only 15 years old, but it seems like everything bad happens to me, nothing good ever does. I've been lied to, lead on, used, and the list goes on and on. I'll never understand why God took these two men out of my life..only God knows, but maybe he could replace them with someone.
But I don't think I could ever replace them, ever get them out of my mind. I just wish I didn't lose them. I loved them both. I just wish I never took those drugs. I just wish I've never let my horomomes get the best of me. Over, and over again.
Maybe I could change, but, I just wish I knew what it was like to live for once, or maybe even die. Whatever Comes First.
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Whatever Comes First
Teen FictionBell never thought she'd be the one to lose someone as special to her as a father. She never thought she'd take those puffs. She never thought she'd fall in love, and give herself away before marriage, then later on realized that it was the hugest m...
