Unimportant thoughts

I never said...

I never said I wasn't strong
I mostly want to be fierce
Sometimes I want to get lost to start something new
And I want to stay home and
Not face any of my fears
I've been known to love life and be merry
I want my life to be perfect,
But I don't want to sound preppy

I wish to stand out from the crowd
And never be different from anyone
I want to come out on top
I'm scared to be almost done
I'm too fake around everyone
I wish I had one way to bond
I want to grow and reach new heights
I'm terrified to dig above and beyond

I wish I could get my way
Every time I tell you something
I want a hand
I wish a choice would be made for me
Why don't you understand?
I know you look at me weird
I give you looks too
Some to hate and some to love,
But if you think I should be misunderstood
You should wear me on inside