Rooftop Confessions

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{Andy's Pov}

We arrived at the hotel and Sammi had drunk the last of my vodka,as we got inside I looked over at her.'Are you going to the bar with me? You know I don't like drinking alone.' She shook her head softly,"No I'm sorry but I'm tired." I sighed and headed over to the back as I called out,'then call the strippers and tell them to met me here!' She rolled her eyes and mumbled"You do it." She went over to the elevators and that was the last time I saw her,I went to the bar and ordered a bottle of vodka. I wanted.. No I needed to drown my sorrow and thoughts, I never like being alone I had to have someone next to me for my own sake. Even if we aren't speaking, I took my bottle with me and ran up the stairs until I got to the roof. Panting softly as I took a chug of the bottle and walked over to the edge and sat down looking down, I let out a low whistle'that's a long way down.' It wasn't uncommon of me to have these suicidal thoughts about jumping but I don't think anyone knew about them. Samantha might of caught me a few times with my legs over the side in a drunken sway but that's about it. She could blame it all on the alcohol. The alcohol was my way of exiting my hell mind and entering a toxic heaven. I sat down on the edge of the tall building and swung my long legs over the side before singing. "All by myself" in a soft sigh. I watched the people below struggle with their bags as they managed to get a good room in this packed city. I thought about how the fame was starting to get to me by the way I was using Sammi. I knew she had a thing for me and I thought fingering her would make her be all over me but maybe the shit between her and Jinxx is hurting her. I had taken my phone out to ask her to come talk with me but I saw it was dead before letting out a small growl sound. The alcohol was beginning to make me more aggressive and suicidal and that's what brought on my idea to jump. The loneliness started to kill me as I tried to hold onto sanity. I hiccuped up softly and sang out to myself. "This world is shit anyways" Samantha had bursted through the roof doors not to long after and yelled "Andrew don't jump!" Causing her to startle me into jumping anyways. I had quickly grabbed onto the ledge to stop myself from going over and yelled back at her "fuck!" She had ran over to me and gasps. "I'm sorry I left you alone and scared you" I had pulled myself back to lay flat on the roof and looked at her. "It's alright I understand you're tired... Why aren't you in bed?" I furrowed my eyebrows softly. " I was until I started to feel guilty for leaving."

{Sammi's Pov}

I got to my room and took my clothes off,jumped into the shower and got into my most comfortable pajamas. Until it hit me I left Andy alone and I shouldn't of done that,"Fuck." I said to myself and grabbed my phone as I quickly dial his number, and his voice mail came up I threw my phone on the floor and ran. Knowing if he had been in the bar drinking,he was up in the roof I took the stairs and ran them up as fast as I could. Until I reached the roof top and busted the door open yelling,"Andrew don't jump!" He almost stumbled off the edge but he quickly got ahold of himself 'Fuck!' That was all he said as I made my way over to him reaching my hand out for his,"I'm sorry..I left you alone..come with me? Please?" I said softly trying to convince him to come with me,as all he did was stare at me,'You left me..'That was all he said as I grabbed his hand and help him down before laying his arm across my shoulders and wrapped my arm around his waist,slowly making our way down the stairs to my room.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 15, 2016 ⏰

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