If you Feel Awkward Or Uncomfortable Reading Any Type Of Sex Scene Or Anything That Has To Do with sex I Suggest You Do Not Read This chapter. Im Looking at For You (Even Though Its Not That Good) But I Suggest You Don't.
-Alyssa
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I Looked At The Clock And Noticed It Was Around 2 In The Afternoon. I Can Hear The Loud Blasting Of Italian Music Coming From The Living Room Which Mean Ariana's Grandparents Are Here Or Shes Just In A Really Good Mood. I Stood Up And Looked Around For My Brush Cus My Hair Was A Knotty Mess. I Found My Brush And Brushed All The Knots Out Bringing It Back To Its Straightness. After That I Went And Brushed My Teeth. I Didn't Bother Changing Cus Im Too Lazy. I Sat Back Down On My Bed And Got Out My Lap Top And Went On Twitter And Posted A Tweet.
"@MadisonRivers: Just Woke Up. Woah Slept In Really Late. @ArianaGrande Is Playing some Italian Music <3 Yay"
When That Was Posted I Turned Off My Computer And Grabbed My Phone And Walked Out Of My Room And Just Started Singing Along to The Song.
"Look whose Finally Up" I Heard Jai Say. I Flip Him Off And Grab A Water And Start Drinking It.
"Why Is It Cold In Here ?" I Ask Siting Down On The Opposite Couch Of Them Two.
"Maybe Cus You're Wearing Slut Clothes." Jai said To Me Completely Joking.
"Fuck Off" I Say Turning On My Phone And Just Going On Facebook, Instagram And Twitter.
"I Talked To Jai About Luke, He Said He'll talk To Him. Oh And Your Aunt Called, You Have An Interview Around 6 Tonight." She said To Me. I Gave Her A Nod And Thumbs Up Saying I Understood. I got Up Off The Couch and Went Into My room Because I didn't Really want To Be Around People.
The Sound Of 'If You Cant Hang' By Sleeping With Sirens Started Playing On My Phone. I Answered The Phone Not Bothering To Look Who It Was.
"Yep ?" I Said Trying To Find my Guitar Which You would Think It would Be Hard To Loose, Yeah No.
"We Need To Talk" Luke Said.
"Fine, Where ?"
"My House, No Ones Home So Its Fine." He Said Sounding Unsure Of What He Should Say.
"Ill Be There In 30" After That I Hung Up. Some People Would Say This Is Over reacting But The Fact That He Cant trust Me Hurts. I don't Even Care About The Stupid Part But What Hurt The Most Is That He Cant Trust Me Because After The Person Gave Me Their Number I Threw It Away.
I Looked For An Outfit To Where Thats When I Found A Pair Of Ripped Skinny Jeans That Had Rips All the Way From Mid Thigh Down And A Plain White Long Sleeved Crop Top. I Put On A Pair Of Plain Black, Gray And Purple High Top Shoes And Lastly just Did My Everyday Make Which Was Just Some Cover Up & Mascara.
I Grabbed My Phone And Walked Out Of My Room And Into The Kitchen To Grab A Soda Can.
"Where Are You Going ?" Ariana Asked Me.
"To Just Meet Up With someone, Ill Be Home Soon." I Picked Up The can And My Phone And Walked Outside And To My Car And Started Driving Towards The Way To The Boys House.
Before I Went To See Luke I Stopped At A Gas Station Close To There And Got A Pack Of Cigarettes. Yes I Know I Said I'd Never Smoke Again But When I Did In The Movie It Just Relieved All My Stress And how Much Is Going On And Everything I Think I Needed It.
Once I Got There Luke Was Waiting Outside For Me. I Put The Bag In The Glove Department And Sprayed Some Perfume On Trying To Get Rid Of The Smell From The One I Just Had. I Grabbed my Phone Putting It In My Back Pocket and Walked Over Towards Him.
