Laying in bed next to the person I love- I want nothing more than that. As I lie down beside you, staring into your tired eyes that are covered by the glare in your glasses that you refuse to take off, I'm staring at the love of my life. Maybe in another scenario.. It could be real. I could be holding your hand (which I'd like very much) and lightly resting my hand on your face as we pull each other closer. I then pull you into a kiss, slowly though, only in the most gentle way to make sure my love is comfortable with it. Your lips- or moreso how I would imagine them to be, are warm and fit nicely into mine, perfectly meant to go together, just like us. I want more of you, and I guide you to sit up, as I then did, beginning to strattle you. You always knew that was my favorite. I lightly smile after sitting down though, tucking my hair back behind my ear with that one relentless little strand from my bangs poking out. Smh. But after a moment of getting lost in your beauty, you put yours hands on my waist and it didn't take much time for me to put mine on your cheeks, then I lean into you, my lips beginning to tingle from the sensation of your kiss, your warmth. A small but happy "i love you" being exchanged in the middle of it. I move down a bit, to your jawline and I hear you breathe in a bit in surprise, but I didn't think to stop there, i went down and kissed your neck- probably leaving light hickeys all over. I hesitate a moment though, then look into your eyes for a reassurance of consent, then slide my hand up your shirt slowly, lifting it up and feeling your soft skin, you aid me in removing your shirt, and I kiss you again before unhooking anything, but after I did I just admired for a while, how did i end up with such a beautiful person?
One hand of mine is holding yours, while the other rested on your shoulder. I moved myself into you, then began with kissing your belly button, and going up from there, to the middle of your chest, with every kiss i made i tried to be as gentle as i could, i didnt want to harm someone so fucking beautiful. Well, i wouldn't want to harm you at all? Words couldn't describe what you mean to me, or how much I love you, and for right now, i know we're small, and for right now, I'll allow your tired eyes and a few jagged pixels to be enough. But one day, when we're older, your eyes will no longer be tired, for instead of making you stay up with me, I'll be sleeping.. and so will you. Because it'll be together, and I'll finally get to hold you the way we've always discussed and hoped for. Elliott, my soul mate, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and nobody but you, and I can only hope that you will choose to stay with me for as long as time will allow us, so these things will always be possible.. these beautiful things. Elliott, you mean the world to me- and I love you an endless amount. Thank you. ❤
