Aaru pov:
"so are u going to wish him on his birthday ????"asked beni.
I have been asking the same question myself for over a week yet not able to decide.
"Why should i call him let him call!!"my ego spoke.
"Because its his birthday and not yours idiot!!stop fooling your self!!!
Either stop thinking about him and move on in your life !!!
Or just speak to him and solve the misunderstandings.... don't break our heads."she said.
"Don't worry i wont break your head by speaking about this again!!!"i said and cut the call.
She called me again as if i am gonna attend the call .
Its easy to say...
To move on or clear the misunderstanding....
But i am unable to decide ....
When i try to forget him and move on all the good loving moments with him come flooding back to my mind and stop me from forgetting him and then speak about moving on....its impossible and i don't want to go through that painful phase of "the mission to forget ajith" yet again because i know it is not possible.
Then if i decide about patching up all the things he said to me without believing me come back to my mind...
It is even more painful when your loved ones don't believe you and hurt you....
