I started to cry and cry right on the blonds shirt, I immediately sat up wiping away the tears. I went to run to the bathroom but was stopped by a strong arm.
"Sage look at me"
I turned hiding my face in my hands I hated myself like this so fragile I don't know what came over me to cry I just did.
"Sage let me see your face"
"Why"
"Please"
"Fine"
I pulled my hands from my face that was streaked with mascara
"You are beautiful now come on lets go home"
I just obeyed being pulled to the car
As we got home It was late so I asked for a place to sleep they showed to a guest room as soon as I was in the room I realized what if all the things my stepfather said was true what if I was a slut and a whore. I started crying realizing that it was true I took a razor from the bathroom and cut 6 cuts on my arm until I went to sleep dreaming about my stepfather.
I woke up crying and in a cold sweat, Naill ran into my room
"Sage what's the matter?"
"Nothing just a bad dream"
"What's on your arm"
"Oh just cuts my stepfather gave me"
"Those are fresh"
I hide my face from him he comes and sits next to me hugging me
"Whatever your stepfather said isn't true believe me you are beautiful and perfect okay I'll sleep with you if you want"
I just nodded he laid down but then there was a load BANG downstairs Naill ran to check it out with the rest of the boys there was yelling and hitting I tan downstairs to see what was happening. I saw my stepfather standing there with a knife and each boy with a bat and a cut or two on them.
