Day 1: 11.15.16

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Maybe it's raining, or snowing.

The sun could be shining for all I know.


Not that I would ever know.

I would never look unless forced.

Simply because... I'm afraid,

To be disappointed by something so simple.


Something so meaningless to so many people,

Is so devastating to me.

Why am I so different?

Why do I worry so much over a simple thing,

Like looking out my window?




Soooo.... The first one. I feel like it's horrible but I guess you guys will be the judge of that. 

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