༄Ᏼ.Ꮀ.Ꮺ. ;; Best friends never

Best Friends Never

BFN

"So... Let me get this straight... You've been lying to me..?" My eyes ere dry from unshed tears, and my throat was dry from worry.
"Basically.." He muttered to me, my heart slowly broke from inside me. I felt the shards pierce my livers and cut through my blood streams, making my face colorless. He just stood there, his face red from anger.
My legs started to move toward the door and I fell into a hole of darkness, feeling like Alice as she fell down the rabbit hole. The world seemed to spin as I ran through to the beach, feeling absolutely nothing as I did.
     He said he was numb, having no feeing. I have to thank him for introducing me to the word, if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be feeling it right now.
     I felt betrayed... I felt like I was ran over by a very large monster truck, like a swarm of wasps attacked my heart.
     I had a battle to fight, a battle I knew I wouldn't win. I was the fragile one, not him. How could I be so blind?
     I had to dust myself off and jump back in, I had to fight for myself, it's not longer me fighting for us, I was sick and tired of being thrown into the trash because I was fighting to keep our friendship together...
     My legs ran at top speeds, not having any interest in stopping. The wind clawed at my face as I ran onto the beach, my feet slapping on the sand and the salt water. Salty air was sucked into my lungs and salty tears fell down my cheeks.
     I didn't just feel depressed and betrayed, i felt free believe it or not. I didn't have the worry of him leaving me anymore, I didn't feel like he hates me, I didn't feel like a hawk in an empty sky when he's gone... I felt like a freaking eagle in a sky full of sunsets and sunrises, where things come and go when needed. I knew, somewhere inside of me, I was in a secret heaven. A heaven where I ruled my life and not some boy who I thought cared for me; and right now, in my heaven, a sunrise was starting to emerge from the darkness of the night. A new beginning was starting to grow for me. My wings were growing so wide, so strong, that it's almost impossible for me to fall in a love sick trap again.
     My heart is still as small is a dull pebble, but soon enough it will be as large and bright as the sun that lights my day. And for you, my night is ending and is being replaced by my newfound sun.
     My love, I'm sorry, but nights never last.. The darkness can be pretty with his stars for only so long... The sun shall shine until it isn't needed anymore, therefore, my new night shall come to me with new stars, a new heart for me to love. Good bye, my night, and hello, my sun...

The moral of the story is there are more people out there to fall in love with, not just one person. You're an eagle in a sky full of clouds, different sizes and shapes. Spread your wings and knock down the ones who play with your heart and grab the ones that make you feel happy and special not trapped.
~Kat. G