The Trigger

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But counting down the days to go.
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say
Good-bye today
I'd ask you to be true
'Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you

Sky's P.O.V
"Wakey wakey Sky! Or should I say Adam?" Aaron shouted as he strode into the room.
Ugh not him again... And he has NOT got the right to call me Adam.
"Morning boo boo!" A familiar voice squeals. A-Aph!! It's been ages since I heard that beautiful, sweet sound of her voice.
"A-A-A --" I get cut off
"Good morning babe!" Aaron replies as Aphmau pecks him on the cheek. B-babe? N-n-no.. No that can't be right.

Aphmau would never love a jerk.... But she loved me. Or did she... Why would she love me anyway. I'm a jerk, ugly, unpopular, a nerd/geek, depressed, a loner and more... I was such a idiot to think someone who is the complete opposite would love me. I guess science has lied to me, opposites don't really attract. Add that to the number of lies I have been told. One crucial lie told to me, just as worse as my family.

I now realise Aphmau and Aaron are fully making out as I just stare at them in disbelief and depression. Rethinking my life choices right now. No one loves me in this world, what if I just wouldn't exist anymore, it'd be better for everyone in the world, everyone hates me and wants me to die so I may as well fulfil their wish.

I glance to my right and see a dagger, I can slowly reach across for it... I slowly wriggle out of my tight rope and struggle to obtain the knife. One, more, inch. There! I retract my hand, still holding the sharp blade. Luckily they don't notice me. I slit my wrist deep enough to draw blood. Next, is my other wrist. Then my legs, oh while I'm at it, my ropes. This gives me the advantage of grabbing the gun lying on the table beside me.

"That's it, it's over now. You win." I declare as I put the gun to my temples of my forehead. Slowly I press the trigger. I hear a door slam open and several screams. But it's too late. Finally, I'm in the happy place I never had. It's finally, all over. My lifeless body drops to the ground almost immediately after I press the trigger. The trigger to my life. All gone in seconds. Goodbye.

Song: Cancer - Twenty One Pilots

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