My Pleasure A Zanvis AU

Prolouge

*Zane*

I hate myself.

Garroth hates me.

Vylad hates me.

My dad hates me by leaving me on my 1st birthday.

Everyone hates me.

Except for my mother, she doesn't.

But I hate her.

Why I hear you cry?

She's crazy homophobic.

And I hate her for that.

Now complaining is a stupid idea anyways, I'm going to end up trying to kill myself again anyways.

I sighed as I went to the bathroom.

I pulled open the squeaky door, I really need to get that fixed.

I looked myself in the mirror, while pulling my pocket-knife with an all too familiar feeling.

But instead I stopped,

I went to the medicine cabinet, containing bottles upon bottles of pills Travis had given me.

I turned the cold brass knob, it making a squeaking noise in the process.

I grabbed the pill bottle with the least containing it, I had to finish them or throw them out.

Because if my mother saw me she would throw a fit.

I unscrewed the cap, having a difficult time with the 'Child-Safe' cap.

When I finally opened the cream orange bottle, I emptied out 5 pills into my hand.

I said a little prayer to Irene *cough your best friend cough* before dumping the pills into the dark abyss gone by the name of my mouth, that these would just put me asleep, not completely killing me.

And if it did, who would care anyways?

I sure wouldn't.

I put all the pills in my mouth at once, taking a big gulp of the sink water in the process.

I then threw myself on the ground, because I knew if I continued to stand up, the pain would knock me down itself.

I closed my eyes, slowly drifting off to wherever.

No one cares I thought,

No one ever cared.

"Z-Z...ane...?"

So here's a book for ya' what do you think? I know it's cliche af, but don't worry, it's not cliche as you think.

Anyways, enjoy!

-Eve