Skinny Love

How to Deal with Un Diagnosed Disorders

   Hiccup's Perspective

  Fear revealed itself on Rapunzel's face. Snotlout kept slowly inching towards her and I could feel her recalling the incident with Pitch.

   She began with nodding, politely with a nervous smile. I felt bad for starting out her day with worry. Then when he was about 3 inches away from her, she started shaking her head and crying out," No, no, no, no, no!"

   Snotlout realized his doing and bowed his head in guilt. They both sighed and looked anywhere, but each other. Her green eyes were downcast and the light in her eyes were so discouraged.

Astrid rolled her eyes at the situation and exchanged me a ' Can you believe her?' look.

"Let's go, you guys. Big day!" I stammered awkwardly. Snotlout walked away from Rapunzel and stood behind Fishlegs. She slowly made her way towards Toothless, looking down.

         When we turned up at our location, everything felt weird.

"Hey, Punzie!" I said with an ugly grin.

"Um, hi." She muttered quietly while fiddling with a string of hair.

"Does this seem to grab your attention?" I raised her chin with my index finger to see the scenery.

   She looked up then screamed,"Oh my! It's so pretty!"

  Rapunzel immediately hopped off and started towards the garden with rare,'extinct' flowers.

  She started rolling around in it and laughing so happily before singing ,

"Just smell the grass, the dirt, Just like I'd dreamed they'd be. Just hear that summer breeze, the way it's calling me."

Rapunzel was enjoying herself and that made me happy. The others were just seated and whispering.

  "Eep!" She squealed as a squirrel approached her. She hid herself behind my scrawny, thin body.

"Is it gone?" she squeaked and her trembling was violent. "Um, yeah."

"Sorry! I guess I'm a bit jumpy!" She excused herself, but I realized how fresh she smelled when she was behind me. Rapunzel was the scent of flowers that had just bloomed.

We hear a ear piercing scream. It sounded from behind the bushes... where Merida was!

Suddenly we see Merida racing away with a rare, furious expression. Astrid, Ruffnut, and Rapunzel appeared individually and I immediately question what had occurred.

" What happened with the balmy, short tempered, ball of yarn?" Astrid asked as she tipped her waist, vertically. I thought that was pretty hot to be honest.

Rapunzel tilted her head, trying to figure out and concentrate.      

"Hmmm.." she hummed while placing a hand on her hip. Tuffnut and Fishlegs were naming the possibilities as Snotlout gaped at Rapunzel.

Jack's Perspective

When I saw Merida run away, I knew right then and there that something was awful. I soared up in the air and struggled to spot her. So I just took with walking on the surface. I see a strand of red curls popping out from behind a tree and fly to the front if the tree.

   Merida is holding her knees to her chest. That glow in her eyes is faded and anger has replaced it. I land on the ground in an awkward position which definitely hurt by the way. Merida is startled ,but quite relieved as she thows her arms around my neck. I hold her sides gently. Her breathing slows and the beating of her heart is steadying and brings me comfort.

  "Oh, Jack. Jack. Jack, you idiot." I smirk to myself. " Merida, tell me what brought you here. I feel like murdering someone when you're upset." She exhaled deeply and slumped her body into my arms as we sat down together.

"I doon't want to tell ya. But because I love ya, I will. I was changing behind the bush and when I onle had me under garments, Ruffnut attacked me. He was almost oon top of me until I smashed his face in. But still, he kept touching my you know whats."

      The blood in my veins, boiled as I sought revenge for hurting her. Rapunzel had experienced something worse and it made me angrier. I gritted my teeth while clenching my fists. But above all my anger, I felt sorrow that was deeper than the ocean.

  Those Robin's Egg eyes of hers looked into my eyes. Merida's eyebrows formed into half U's.

Her silky hands cupped my face. Grabbing her wrist, I kissed her soft lips that gave me happiness. I kissed her again, and again, and again, and again. It was like falling in love all over again.

Rapunzel's Perspective

I was alone. Literally and emotionally. Jack and Merida were out, doing who knows what. And Astrid and Hiccup left me. I don't know why, but it was nighttime and I was beginning to feel terrified.

     Another hour drifted by and noises were being sounded from all directions. I was in a fetal position and bawling my eyes out. "Jack! .....  Merida! ........ Hiccup! ..... Toothless! Merida!" I cried out frantically.

I began losing my voice. I was shivering, hungry, exhausted,alone, and petrified. "... help me ... ," my words scraped my throat, " Jack Frost. "

  I didn't want any help from them. I've had enough of them. I decided to use the last of my energy to seek shelter. I trudged along the paths that led nowhere. I paused to upchuck whatever I had inside.

    I fell down and cut my legs on thorns. The blood never stopped raining down ,so I trimmed my long sleeves into short to avert any extraneous bleeding.

I feel so empty knowing that I can't survive a cold ,bitter night. I accept my fate and lay, wrapped in my hair on the freezing dirt.

  This little light of mine, I'm gonna let  it shine. Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine..

The tears streamed down my face as I smiled at the short life I had been given.

    Wolves ripping my throat out, my wine red blood dripping down their chins, eyes as black as midnight, fangs as sharp as razor blades, and my skin as pale as light itself. Their teeth nipping at the last bit of flesh on my bones. My biggest fear is dying and isolation.

      I opened my eyes to find myself in an unfamiliar room. My breathing was unsteady and rapid. I was in a cold sweat and I was dressed in a cerulean loose dress that had short sleeves and ended right below my knees. I tried sitting up but there were these little vials inside my arms.

   Laying down, I gazed at the beige, polka dotted ceiling, anxiously waiting for a sign of human contact.

    The door was opened then closed. I didn't take my eyes off the ceiling though.

    "Rapunzel?"

A voice sounded with a familiar Scottish accent.

      "Yes?"

     Merida approached me and that's when I finally glanced at her. Those dark bags, that defeated flame in her eyes, pale complexion, and that endless fatigue that was never there before. She knelt down next to me and , unexpectedly, held my hand with desperation.

   Tears threatened to flow from her sad eyes. "I'm.... sorry!" Merida cried before bawling on my side. I wiped her tear with my thumb and gave her a weak smile.

   "It's o—" She shook her head, miserably at me while her bottom lip quivered dismally. "Noo. It's not. It will never be okay."

  I held a stand of fiery locks in my fingers as I asked,"What really did happen?"

  She paused for a moment before explaining that I had been discovered by Jack in the dark end of the forest and they took me to this place where people recover from injuries. Hiccup and his posse had abandoned me on purpose. It was supposed to be a 'a joke'.

      Well guess what, Hiccup. I am not laughing.

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