My story. I met a boy, He was talented, Handsome, Everything anyone could ever imagine, I was a very lucky girl! We went out on little dates with as friends, Things got serious, We got together.. They say "You cant fall in love at a young age." they're wrong! you can, I did. He was brought up in an extremely wealthy, Well spoken family (They werent posh but they were brought up very well.) We clicked. We used to stay out late at night, Sleepover his house all the time, Have dinner round his, Play Xbox, Make music with eachother, Playfight, was everything i could ever ask for.. end of february 2015 things changed, Fast.. He became down, Depressed, Lost, Didn't know what to do with himself.. I was worried.. 14 years of age you dont, well i didn't understand, He was showing signs of having depression. -Pushing people away (Causing arguments) -Silent treatment (Ignoring others) -Not speaking out. -Writing letters. -Taking drugs It got to much for me, His family, His friends.. 5th of march 2015, We got speaking about all of this because i was worrying, He wasn't making things clear, He seemed confused, We got talking about his family, His friends, His ex girlfriend.. He had hell of alot of threats.. People calling him "Worthless." His ex girlfriend calling him "A tramp." making loads of threatening phone calls.. This couldn't be happening, He was always positive, He was talented, He done and got me through so much, I thought i done wrong, I thought this was my fault, I caused this, He apologised and gave me a letter, And said "make yourself and me a drink, Go down stairs drink your drink when you've done that sit and read the letter." So i done that.. I done what he said, I sat and read the letter.. it said. "Dont sit and cry, Don't blame yourself, Dont waste your life worrying about me im just a boy in my own world, Dont hurt yourself over me, Because ive always got your back, Things happen for a reason and when your sad read this. I Love You Hayley, You're my world and that wont ever change, I'm writing this because you've noticed ive changed.. I'm a 16 year old who's just lost there life to suicide. Keep my family & friends safe and remember im always watching you, Iloveyou, From wills.💙" I ran up those stairs, Pouring my heart out... I got to the top, He kicked that chair back said "stay safe and never look back gorgeous, Look at the sky and i'll shine bright,Goodbyes aren't forever." I don't believe in goodbyes.. He was gone, He took his own life infront of me, Things happen for a reason.. It destroyed my life, Infact i don't feel like i have a life, Because of those people, Because of what he done, Because of me? I got into drugs, I got addicted to alcohol, I mixed with the wrong crowd, I got arrested, Got into fights, Ended up in hospital, Mental health needs to be noticed, Its serious! it may all be in your head but its real! it's taking lives, I've witnessed it, It's killing me, Its killing others, If you're alone never be afraid to call out, Or message me! It isn't easy but remember you're all fighters.. Rest in peace wills, I love you handsome. Just keep dreaming!💙😔
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