What If?

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Hindi maiiwasan sa isang tao ang mag-isip-isip ng kahit ano. Paano kung ganito? Paano kung ganiyan? That is what you called advance thinking. Mas mabuti pag nag-iisip ka ng possible ideas na maaring mangyari in the future mas maganda yung ganun para handa ka.

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Kung magiging handa ka.

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Kasalukuyan akong naka-titig sa phone ko habang nakahiga sa kama. I was reading the text of my boyfriend, Rheed. We've been together for two years. Well, kaninang one pa niya to naisend pero until now, na almost three na ng hapon ay binabasa ko parin.

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But don't think na ganun kahaba ang message niya. It's just an eleven-word message actually. Hindi lang kasi ako mapakali. Bat naman siya magte-text ng ganito?

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From: Rheed bheb

Hi Cass. Are you free? I need to talk to you.

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Yan ang laman nung text niya. I don't know but, I have this feeling na may mangyayaring di maganda.
Aish! Erase! Anong di maganda bang iniisip ko? Napra-praning na ako dahil dito eh.

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But, what if totoo yung naiisip ko? What if, makikipaghiwalay nga siya? Jusko huwag naman po sana! I know Rheed love me very much and he can't do that. Nangako siyang di niya ako papaiyakin and I hold that promise of him. Hinding-hindi niya yun magagawa.

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Bumangon ako sa higaan ko at idinaial ang number niya.

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[Hello Cass?] why is that? Ba't parang ang lungkot jg boses niya? Siguro napuyat nanaman to kagabi.

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"Yeah hi bheb! How are you doing? May sakit ka ba? Ba't parang matamlay ka ata?" I asked and I heard him sigh. What is really wrong?

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[I'm fine bheb. May gusto lang sana akong sabihin. Are you free tonight?] ayan nanaman yung gusto niyang sabihin eh. Kinakabahan na kaya ako dito!

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"Sure bheb. Pick me at seven. Are you sure wala ka talagang sakit?" paninigurado ko.

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[I'm really fine bheb. I'll hung up now. See you at seven ok?]

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"Ok. Love you!" sabi ko at hinintay siyang sumagot pero wala. "Bheb? Are you still there?" muli kong tanong.

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[Huh? What is it bheb?] hindi niya narinig yung sinabi ko?

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"I said I love you." ulit ko. Narinig ko siyang bumuntong hininga bago ako sinagot.

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[I love you too Cass. Remeber that. I always love you. Bye.] he said and he hung up.

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Wierd. He always say I love you to me pero parang iba tong isang to. Looks like he's hiding something from me and I will know it later.

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Six-thirty ng maisipan ko ng maligo at magbihis. Baka kasi mamaya andiyan na si Rheed. Kilala ko yung lalaking yun eh. Advance yun sa oras. Sasabihing seven pupunta pero quarter to six palang andiyan na siya.