HEATHENS//Suicide Squad

Insanity

Love is same as rain...when your in the rain..you will feel the pain..when the cloud is dark..its time for your heart to break..its easy to cry in the rain,cause no one will know the pain. That's all I wrote in my notebook all day since the last day I saw Jack.It's been a four and a half years since I last saw those blue eyes,i left school,started to steal things and make a living without my parents who rejected me...

June tried to contact me a few times before giving up..it's my own fault.I always keep on pushing people away from me,when am i going to feel loved again? Jack gave me the best weeks of my life and I regret not telling him about my feelings sooner especially that special night we spent together..i'm glad that he was my first and I won't regret doing it with him but i couldn't say those three simple words.

It's November 21st..people right now are buying gifts,preparing for Thanksgiving but here i am..sitting all alone with the rain pouring over me,its been raining since I woke up and it hasn't stopped for a second. I'm glad i'm alone..

No one will love me like Jack did...

My phone started to buzz but it wasn't a call this time but a message from an unknown person. I stared at the mssage confused by who on earth sent it,it said:

Meet me at exactly 8 o'clock make sure no one follows you,

If you wanna talk come and meet me at this exact spot.

I checked the address and the spot where this person is going to be is close to the park only thing is that it's very dangerous.Who can this person be? I better forget about that there's no way it's a message from someone who knows Jack.where can he be anyways? Is he locked up in Arkham? Did he escape?

I zipped my purple hoodie and started making my way down to my small aparment room,i started helping a family who had nothing to eat or a bed to sleep in,in other words i'm almost like a female Robin Hood..I help poor people from time to time and at least that makes me happy. Since i've been dealing with depression lately i'm s-sad to say this but i've been taking drugs again.

At least this new family I have have been nice to me unlike my real one,the dark clouds filled the skies and next thing I heard was thunder.I was wearing my black converse that are all wet now..I just wanna die and never wake up,why do i feel so lonely?...

As i started to make my way fown the familiar street to my own home I was stopped by a few men who were wearing all black,loaded with guns,their faces were covered up,two of them grabbed my arms stopping me from running I was going to scream for help when I felt one of them punch me that's when i used consciousness.

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I woke up to the sound of guns firing,screams of men and things like vases and glass breaking. As quick as i could I stood up and slowly started making my way outside the door teying to not fall again. "Come on you can do this! You gotta live through this."

I checked down the halls and the screams disappeared as I made my way down the last door that read 'Exit' on top,the window next to me shattered and a guy grabbed my shoulders,he was about to slit my throat when someone hiding in the shadows shot him down. Quickly I gripped my throat and ran as fast as I could to another room.the room i entered had a few boxes with grenades,guns,knives,etc.

There was a table in the center with different types of knives and a closer nearby.I ran to the closet and hid myself in there until everything was safe,I tried my best to not breath so heavily but my heart started to beat faster when the door flew open and a single man fell to the floor with blood puring out of him.

I spotted five men holding their rifles up looking around the place if there were more enemies oh my! what if they are the enemies,anyone with a gun is. "Hey boss! The coast is clear."