Just Rant

01 (Friends)

It's me again :) (WARNING! slight cussing)

(Anon)

Have you ever been used by your friends, taken advantage of, spat on? People say it's because 'I'm too nice'. Please, I'm far from nice. I'm just weak, and people are dicks. I hate confrontation, so when people say mean things to me, I try to act cool and act like nothing happened. And continue being good friends with them. 

Nope, 1st mistake. I always give people second chances. When they act like complete dicks and assholes, I'm literally just being all calm and cool, and I don't try to retaliate. Instead, at home, I kinda just cry in a corner. I befriend the worst of people. YEAH IM THAT ANNOYING GIRL THAT DOES THAT OKAY JUST STAPH IM EMOTIONALLY SENSITIVE

In my life, I've been probably used by all my friends. But I've only been REALLY used by 2 of my friends, closest even. They only wanted popularity, and reputation.

1 of them was quite a long time ago. So she didn't really have any friends, and I somehow got close to her. (Im not getting into detail because I'm sure this will turn out into a 1000 page essay) I at that time was part of a pretty (popular) (but not really because I hate labels) clique and naturally she joined in too because she was friends with me.

AND LOOK. She was so super nice to me, it's so hard to turn down someone who'd literally do everything for you, someone who seemed like they cared about you. That was probably my weakest spot. Lol. I just wanted someone to care.

ANYWAY. After she got into the clique she started being super mean to me. Like rolling up her worksheets to hit me on the head mean. Like calling me stupid and idiot every second of the day mean. Like peeping at my marks and mocking me mean. And I'd be lying to tell you I wasn't mean to her, (like teasing and mocking her and calling me names) (I was in the wrong there), but what she does REALLY cannot be justified.

In the end, I really didn't want to be her friend. And because of that, she kind of didn't have any friends after that, and got really salty and isolated. In the end, she asked one of my friends to ask for my home contact number (it was her cousin) (she told me she wouldn't use the contact for anything) and she snatched it away from her and told me that her mom was going to call me unless I do something to apologise.

EXCUSE ME. *SIREN* BREACH OF PRIVACY. BREACH OF PRIVACY. I AM SO PISSED

So yeah, basically I didn't agree to that, she called the teachers, told a bunch of lies (none of my teachers believe them, thank goodness) (they had sense), threatened to SUE ME, and basically isolated me from the whole class.

I was super upset then and would cry everyday, but luckily at that time I had a super close friend in another class (THANKS RAE). But I was basically a loner for the rest of the 1/4 of the year. Yeah. Her name's Esther. You can stalk her if you want.

2nd friend. Pretty much the same story. I was friends with this super influential girl in school. She could basically turn rumours against one person to another. So yeah, let's call this girl Sarah (that's not her actual name) (jk I don't care stalk her) (you know who you are SA-RAH). She was pretty popular at the start of the year, and then started losing friends like crazy (because she was an actual b*sh) and 99% of the class hated her guts. I was pretty neutral with her, because I didn't know her well.

AND THEN. well so our teacher made us sit next to each other. You know the drill. SHE BECAME SUPER NICE AND REALLY REALLY SWEET TO ME. I obviously thought she was like a sweet girl and that people just hated her because they were jealous, and became close friends with her. BAD CHOICE. She ends up getting super close to the super influential girl, and manages to turn the bad rumours against her. I wasn't unhappy about it, because I really wanted the both of them to get along and for her to be more well-liked.

THIS IS WHEN I STARTED TO SEE HER TRUE COLOURS. she starts being mean to me, not listening to me like she used to, not accompanying me like she used to, starting to hang out with people more popular than me, and of course dissing me. LIKE GURL. GURL. GURL. just staph

This is her formula to friends: hate whatever they hate + like whatever they like + go with the trend + never disagree with them + always take their side + always take the side of the more popular one because i'll be saved that way. 

Maybe because I disagree with everything in that formula that I have no friends.

So basically now she's fangirling over Kpop when she said they were 'gay' before because everyone else likes it. So basically now she claims to be fangirling over a boy band when she doesn't know their names. totally LEGIT.

And now she started this really huge drama between super influential girl, super sweet but bitchy at the same time girl, and me. And she conveniently leaves when we try to sort things out. THANKS GIRL, BUT NO THANKS

I have basically cut off all contact with her (well obviously now's a school holiday) because I don't want her to sue me. FRIENDS ARE AWESOME!!

END OF CONFESSION NOTE

I have so many rants about friends I'm half as serious as hamsters on steriods. mY ANALOGIES ARE GR9 AMIRITE

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