the alphas messy mate

poliot 2

I went down stairs to get some break fast. A Bagel and cream cheese. 10am. I couldn't help but think about my dream again. "This sucks." I say to myself. I got up and turned around to see a good looking girl biting on her pencil starring at me. She smiled lightly at me. "Howdy young lady." I say to her with a wink. She stands up and gets real close to me. How was your morning alpha? She says in a soft tone. "Good, you?" I say back. "I can make your morning better." She raises a eye brow at me.

We ended up going back to my room. I'm a wreck a slept with random girls to relive my pain. I starred at my office walls blankly.

2pm. I wrote in my daily book. Its been almost five years and I still haven't found her.

(Janine's POV)

The party was getting old. My drink was getting cold. I don't want to be here. I want to be in my bed watching movies with my family. "Sidney! I'm leaving." I said pointing towards the door.
I left the club it was cold. I had no jacket. I can see my breath in the air. The streets were lit up. I was walking in a million different directions. I was drunk already its only 3pm. I made my way to my apartment and grabbed a bottle of scotch. I here my room mate Sidney come inside. "Girl! That was lit." She says as she puts her purse on the coffee table next to my scotch. "Look at you your still at it, I'm going to bed." She says as she enters her bedroom and shuts the door. And here I am alone again. No mate no love no family. I though to my self "Just me and you Scotty." I said while holding my glass of scotch up to my lips. I passed out on the sofa.
I woke up to my room mate telling to get ready were leaving.

I just looked at her like she was crazy. "You can leave, but I'm not." I said looking at the time. It was 7 am. I grab my cup and put it in the sink and went to go back into my room when she grabbed my arm. "Come on girl." She stairs at me deeply he eyes were despritly asking me to join along. I shake my head yes at her. And went to my room to get some new clothing on. I grabbed my dark colored blue jeans and my crop top with a ice cream cone on it. And we headed out.

  It was a dark house we entered. I look around to see people partying and snorting coke and using heroin. I but my lip to the fantastic smell of a good party.

           (  John POV )

I woke up and of course went for my morning run ate breakfast. I had no work to do. No bad dream. And all I have set today is planning and practice." I was thinking about a week from now we can set a attack on the crest moon pack there weak I cant them all myself if I had to." Jordan said. Jordan is my beta. " Nahh we don't do weak. How about the purple moon pack?" I said while looking at my betas face. With a slight grin he smiles at me. Today flew by fast it was already practice. We trained good we fought hard.

           (Jasmine's POV )

I close my eyes and bit my lip at Sidney injects a needle in my arm. She gave me a straw and puts coke in front of me. "Is this safe, the two drugs mixed?" I asked. She just shook her head at me. So I snorted it. I got up and started dancing.

            ( 1week later )

Once again I woke up alone. I look over to my night stand its 12 pm. I got up to see blood all down my arms. My heart started to race. I quickly look at them and just like I expected cuts. Every time I'm on something I tend to get messy with my self. But I didn't care. I wanted to feel alive to feel happy. I grabbed my jewelry box and opened it and grabbed my needle. And just like last week I injected a drug in my body. I got up and made my way to the bathroom. I started to throw up blood and my stomach acid. There was banging on the door. I open it to see Sidney right there with a girl. They looked frightened. But I'm out of it I'm just starring at them. Then behind them stood a tall man he was muscular and his green eyes met with my mine. My wolf started to scream at me. My chest grew tight and my heart was pounding. "Mate..." he says as he lets go of my friends and makes his way to me. He grabs me and held me in his arms. But I just faint.

              (Johns POV)

She falls but I catch her. "What just happen!!!?"  I yelled aloud. But her friend just walked up to her. "Its just the drugs, it happens all the time." I growled at the friend when she went to touch her. "Relax big guy she lives with me." She says as she slaps her cheeks a little. Her eyes started to open and met with mine. She gets up off the floor, and walks out of the room she shut a door behind her and locked it.