I looked down at my wrists,
with watering eyes
thinking to myself
“why, why would u do this to yourself?”
Then i realize
i deserve it ,
I deserve every ounce of pain
that comes with the cuts.
I deserve it,
all of it,
because I’m a fuck up
a complete fuck up.
I’m a mistake,
I’m a disgrace to my family.
I look down at my thighs
and my wrists
and cry even more
saying to myself
what's wrong with you
why are you so fucked up in the head
~J.R
