Chapter One

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He lied there.

Not wanting to move much; he hated the process of waking up. It always caused him to feel more fatigued than he really is. The sound of an alarm just frustrates him to a point where hot, salty tears begin to roll down his cheeks.

This is how he started every morning.

Crying.

He was ashamed of himself for being a crying 20 year old. Yes, he might have the height of a 13 year old but he was still mentally mature. And although his over-sized sweatshirts might hide it his physique is also mature.  

Bleep

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The one thing that was keeping him sane was his blog. It was more like his sanctuary, he was able to post the things that made him smile after unfortunately having to go though waking up.

He checked Yoongi's message first, he knew that if he didn't it would take him 0.5 seconds to run and check up on his baby brother.

And he knew how irritated the grandpa would get knowing that: 

1. He hates moving 

2. He hates running 

3. He hates leaving his bed 

4. He hates leaving his boyfriends side

Yoongi knew about Jihoon's condition of crying once waking up, he always tried so hard as a child to stop it from happening because he hated seeing his baby brother in pain. At one point he tried to study how the brain works to just help his little brother, but that didn't work out too well due to the fact that music and Jimin was a distraction to him. So instead he asked his hyung for help. Seokjin-hyung. He was like a mother to them after their parents left them because of the stress caused by Jihoon.

SarcasticSugars: HEY BABY, ARE YOU AT COLLEGE YET!!

OurJihoonie: Hi Jiminie-Hyung

OurJihoonie: No not yet I just woke up

SarcasticSugars: *Le pouts* How did you know it was me?

OurJihoonie: Because Yoongi-Hyung doesn't put that much effort into text messages

Whenever it came to Yoongi messaging Jihoon he was too lazy to usually type sentences; he would most likely call him or record a voice note. Jimin cared about Jihoon too -as he looked to him as a brother in law-  meaning he knew about Jihoon being 'special'.

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The ringing of his phone was beginning to agitate him. So he finally decided to check after postponing a response to his account. Swift-fully he entered his password and pressed gently onto the app whilst wiping his fresh tears.

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