Chapter 1
Hello. I'm Alexandra. You can call me Lex. I was 14 years old. And I'm no longer with you. lets talk about that later. Ill tell you about myself first.
I was 14 years old and committed suicide. I was not a happy person. my mom left me and my dad. My oldest brother, Benjamin, is 17. he lived with me and my father. I was spoiled and Ben was always there for me. He was my best friend. Then there is Chad. He was my boyfriend. He was 15. He was diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer. He was a strong person. He's with me now. I was bullied and cut everyday. I was involved in drugs and was not a good student. I went from straight A's to failing every class. I skipped school a lot. My brother worried about me. I was a shy girl. I kept everything to myself no matter how bad or how much pain it caused me.
I was never happy and had NO friends. Chad was my life. Drugs made me happy. I smoked weed at least 5 times a week. I was high most of the time. I would over dose and be put in the hospital. My dad didn't care. He only wanted me to be happy and he was with his girl friend or at work most of the time.
