My brother is a gangster

chapter 42

                           Dinner was very good. Me and Jinhong was alittle buzzed. That's only because we drunk wine. After we were done eating Jinhong played and we left. In the car I took of my heels cause me and Jinhong had danced alittle.

                           When we got back to the hotel I got a text message. It was from a block number. I looked at it at first. Then I decied to answer it. So I unlocked my phone and tapped the notification. The text said,"I hope you enjoy your time now cause you wouldn't after I find you ans kill you".

                    I dropped my phone. I even collapsed onto the floor. I started to cry. Why does it always have to be me. Jinhong comes running to me and kneeled beside me.

                     "What's wrong babe",Jinhong said. I just shook my head no. Cause if this person wants me they would really hurt everyone I love for me. I love Jinhong to much for him to get killed because of me. "Nothing I'm fine",I said wiping the tears away.

               He just gave me a worried look. I know he knew I was lieing. But he probably didnt want to push it. I'm glad he didn't want to push it. I got up and went to the bathroom to change.

                     I changed into my basketball shorts and tanktop. When I went to put my hands in my pocket I felt something in them. I pulled it out to see it was my old razor blade. I turned it around my hand and looked at it. That's when I put it a crossed my wrist.

                       At first I wanted to do one cut. But after all I went through and now the text I kept going. I started to feel really dizy. I put the razor blade down. As I went to walk away I collapsed.

~Jinhongs point of view~

                        I was laying down when I heard a loud noise. It came from the bathroom. I got up and ran to the bathroom door. When I opened it all I see is my beautiful girl friend with her wrist bleeding. She had cut her self again.

                    I dropped to the floor. I felt tears run down my cheek. I pulled out my phone and told the hotel to call the ambulance. As soon I hung up I put Tatianas head on my lap. "Please babe wake up please",I said while moving some of her hair away from her face.

                         The ambulance came and put her in. I hoped in too. I had texted Chanyeol right when we got to the hospital. I try to walk in but a nurse stopped me. "Please let me in please"I said crying. The nurse just shook her head no.

                  I sighed and walked to the waiting room. I sat down and put my hands on my head. Why would she do this I thought she was over that. What ever was on that text triggered her again. I forgot that I had grabbed her phone and I unlocked it.

                     The text was still on it. I read it and gasped. Why would she hide this. I didn't know what to think. I also dont understand why would anyone want to hurt Tatiana.

                       I locked her phone again. I started to cry even more. She should have told me and not cut her self. I feel so stupid I should have told her to let me see. I should have pushed her to tell me.

                        "How the fuck this happened and why",Chanyeol said walking in. I looked at him and put my head back down. "Babe don't scream at him he gone through enough tonight",Baekhyun said walking to me amd hugging me. I wrapped my arms around him and cried into his shoulder. I couldn't help it.

                        "What happened is Tatiana OK",Lay said walking in. The others right behind him. I pulled away from Baekhyun and looked at them. "After dinner we had went to the hotel and Tatiana had got a text",I said stuttering. "Then out of nowhere she collapsed and was crying,"I said looking down.

                        "She didnt want to tell me so I didn't push it"I said. "What did the text say",D.o said. I pulled out Tatiana's phone and showed them. They all gasped and Chanyeol just went blank. Kisu had handed me the phone back.

                      But before any of them can say anything the nurse came in. I looked at her and she had a blank face that I couldn't read. "well how is she nurse",xuimin said. The nurse looked at him.and turned to me. "She is fine just lost a lot of blood",the nurse said.

~that's all for today see you tomorrow. Love you guys
Bye
Your author Tatiana~