Bella's POV
I hate my life. I need it to stop. Please. I cried into my sopping wet pillow. The love of my life,Gary, was moving away to South Carolina. I didn't know what to do. Everything I did was with Gary or about Gary. Everyday grow harder and harder, slower and slower, deadlier and deadlier. I had to take suicided medicine so u would be more proactive. I started to stop taking it because I know it wouldn't bring Gary back. My mom found my medicine under my bed and forced me to take it. I decided to lock myself in my room and wait until things got better...
