I just stood there not doing anything. He came walking fast into the stage. Leia acted quick and stood in front of me.
"Can I see her face please?" Niall asked and Leia turned to face me.
"Don't do anything dumb. I trust you with this!!!" She stomped off the the side. The microphones were pretty close to where everyone could hear us. He just stood there. Looking into my eyes. He was taller than me so I was looking up. He cupped my cheek and I felt warm tears make their way to the ground. I let my head rest in his warm hand. It felt right. He wrapped his free hand around my waist and pulled me into him.
Soon, one hand is on the back of my head and on my lower back. I heard him mumble 'I'm sorry' like 400 times. Slowly, he started walking, not moving from our position, but walking off stage. Once we got off stage, I pulled sways and asked him, why.
"Why?" Silent tears still kept streaming. He knew exactly what I was talking about.
"There is no excuse. I was in a bad place at the time. I thought you were my problem and I never meant for that to happen like that." He also had tears in his eyes.
"I forgave you a long time ago." I said and walked alway. He grabbed my wrist and turned me to face him.
"So then why write songs about us. About our backstory?" He asked raising his voice. Phones were being pulled out to record , but I didn't care.
"It is the only thing I have of us." I nearly screamed.
"History." I pulled out of his grip to walk away, but he stood there not letting me go.
"I love you. I never stopped being in love with you." He said with passion and love. I shook my head a couple of times before responding.
"You left me heartbroken. I was broken and never fixed." Right after I said that he had something to say.
"Let me fix you."
"I forgot you and now I can't be fixed anymore. Just in case you haven't heard my new single. You made my heart break and that made me who I am. Unfixable." I left to go to my dressing room and Niall was right on my tracks.
I walked in and he did too.
"I didn't invite you in." I turned to him and he had a sorry look on his face. I had to be strong.
"I love you. In love with you. I can never change what I did, but I can help fix you again. I know you think you're unfixable, but you're not. Not you. I don't care if I'm not the person who helps you. I just want you to be happy and not feeling horrible and broken. I just need to see you laugh, and see you smile. Even if that person isn't me." He said with a certain emotion. He felt horrible and I could see that.
"Niall. This will take time. I'm not saying we are getting back together, but friends might do it. I just need to trust you. I have a fragile heart and I can't let it break again!" I said a little too loud. He pulled me in for a hug and slightly smiled. I did too!
"Don't hurt me again?" I looked up at him, but still in his embrace. I asked more of a question than a statement.
"Can't even picture it love." He pulled my head back into his chest. I gripped his shirt in my hands and smiled/cried.
*** 1 year***
Niall and I were out for dinner with Leia and the lads. Pops were everywhere we were. I had been through it before and after Niall and I were together, but this time it was different. They wouldn't give me any room. I tripped, but was caught by Niall's arm around my waist. This would make a perfect picture. I said sarcastically in my head.
"Thanks." I said and we got in the restaurant.
Once we were at the table, I looked at the menu. No way.
"Wow! They have a variety of food here. What is Kindle Soup!?" I asked but chuckled too.
Niall laughed.
"What?" I looks over at him.
He still had that smile on his face.
"Love, you pronounced it wrong." I looked back down at the menu. He told me what it really was called and I laughed too.
Dinner was a laugh until we left. Once we stepped out of the restaurant, Niall took my hand in his. I looked at our hands and smiled. His other hand was around my waist to keep me close to him and away from pops.
"Are you back together?" The pops shouted at me and Niall.
"Dump her again!" They screamed.
"Beautiful couple!"
"Smile please!"
It was one comment after another until we got in the car.
"GEEZ!" I said and shut the door behind me. There was gifts and such from the fans. We all went through it because the ride home was like 2 hours. We took pictures and shared a laugh.
"Take a picture of me and (Y/n) please Louis." Niall handed him his phone.
"Sure lad." Louis responded.
SNAP! The camera flashes and blinded me.
"Next time let me know when the flash is on." I closed my eyes and rubbed them.
"Babe. It's dark. The flash will always be on!" Niall chuckled. Everyone had their own conversation.
I kept going through gifts and found a certain one.
"NIALL?" I screamed and everyone looked at me.
Save me now.
