Moving In & Moving On [Kim Jong In// Park Ji Min]

26

It was 1.07am and I couldn't sleep. AISH, i'll take a walk.

As I walked into the living room, I saw a familiar figure sitting on the coach.

He immediately got up, after seeing me.

"I figured out that you'd take a walk," Jongin smiled softly.

"And then what? You want a prize for figuring that out?" I snapped.

"Listen to me explain please? You can choose to forgive me or not afterwards," He said desperately.

"How dare you even mention forgiveness? I can forgive mostly everything except fucking cheating, Jongin, you fucking man whore," I shot him a cold glare and I swear I saw him whimper at what I called him.

"Damn it Jae, it was only once!" He combed his hair back in frustration.

"Is once not enough? You fucked her twice. Well, just thought you should know. Would you forgive me if I fucked someone and said sorry? You think a mere 'sorry' can fix everything?"

"Jaemin, I was only doing it because I miss you so bad. She was nothing, nothing but a rebound to me!"

I felt something hit me right in the chest. It was true that I had neglected him. But I refused to back down.

"Are you done?" I asked, wanting to return to my room now as I was in no mood for a walk anymore. After getting no response, I brushed past him only to have him grip onto my wrist.

"Don't go," He started sobbing, with his head down in defeat. It broke me to see this side of him. But he broke me first, didn't he?

"You wouldn't have done it if you didn't want me to leave you Jongin, you would have had some self control. Let's break up," I managed to say, before starting to choke up again. I then walked off, back into my room when I bumped into Sehun.

"Sehun, were you eavesdropping?" I sighed, shaking my head.

"Noona, he might have done something unforgivable but i've never seen him cry like this. He really loves you and was only using her for sexual pleasure, he loves you a ton," Sehun explained.

"He loves me a ton? Maybe a ton isn't enough for him to even control his hormones, Sehun." I replied, sticking with my decision. Trust me when I say it was hard for me to even face Jongin. But I, Kim Jaemin, will NOT let anyone, especially a guy hurt me like that because I had a sense of pride which kept me firm with my decision.

I then decided to make my own announcement. I posted a message on my social media account: Dear fans, I have some news for you. To all the supporters, i'm terribly sorry and to all the haters, you finally got what you wanted. Jongin-ssi and I have broken up, officially. We just decided it would be better for us to part as both of us have been busy with our own schedules and cannot make time for one another. Once again, i'm sorry and please understand that we have our reasons. Thank you.

Immediately, I got comments and responses. But I refused to read them, as it would only make my mood worsen.

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I am currently at Show Champion, getting ready for my stage with Chanyeol oppa again. I was alone in the dressing room, as Chanyeol had to perform with exo first since their performance was before ours.

Suddenly, I heard a commotion outside before the door burst open.

"JAEMIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Hobie oppa, Suga oppa, and Taehyung oppa ran over to give me a hug. Meanwhile, I was still in shock as I stared at the rest that were strolling in slowly, and noticed that Jimin had a slight blush on his cheek. His shoes suddenly became the most interesting thing on earth. He had been acting that way since his confession, and I don't really blame him for it. I would be like that as well after confessing to someone.

"You noisy bunch of monkeys can never keep quiet, can you?" I scolded lovingly. Y'know when you love someone so much that the mistake they make becomes adorable to you? Yea, that.

"We heard about your break up, you okay?" Jungkook oppa asked, concerned. I nodded my head, smiling bitterly.

"Oh come here you big baby," Taehyung oppa engulfed me in a comforting hug, feeling sorry for me.

Just then, exo came into the dressing room, supposedly to visit me. Don't question, I have no idea why either, I haven't forgiven them yet.

As soon as they entered, I could feel the tense atmosphere. I then noticed that Jongin and Jimin oppa were glaring at each other. Oh no.

My brother broke the silence. "Uhm, guys please don't fight. Let's be friendly ok? My sister is not worth having two top idols fight each other. BTS are nice people anyways, they're probably better for Jae than us, judging by how she acts around them," he said muttering the last part under his breath but everyone heard him, and shot him stares.

"Bangtan oppas, you guys should go. I'm fine, no worries. We'll hangout another time okay?" I promised, giving Taehyung oppa a wink, while he winked back and puckered his lips, causing me to laugh.

"Love you!" Seokjin oppa blew a flying kiss, making me grin and as usual, I caught it and took a bite, as a joke. Jungkook gave my hand a small squeeze before going out. Namjoon oppa patted my shoulder and gave me a reassuring smile. Hobie and Yoongi oppa sang Cheer Up by Twice softly by my ear while walking past, earning a giggle from me.

No wonder I love them.

Jimin was the last to leave. He purposely walked past Jongin, stopping in front of him.

"You're not the hyung I used to respect anymore," He sniggered, with his hands in his pockets.

"Nor are you my dongsaeng anymore," Jongin spat, and Jimin continued walking out, bumping into Jongin's shoulder on purpose. I was internally shaking my head at his childishness. Someone remind me why I even adore that bunch of 7 dorks? After Jimin left, my smile immediately faded.

"Jaemin, why them?" Chanyeol oppa asked.

My smile faded almost immediately.

"Don't talk to me, I still haven't forgiven you guys. Rest of you, get back to your dressing room,"