We had just finished dinner, I was happy that I moved in with the five people I idolized, but figured I needed some time alone, to think all this through. I stepped outside, dangling my feet over the edge of the pool as I looked out into it rethinking my past, and what brought me to LA in the first place. It wasn't the need to be famous, it was the need to be healthy again, so why was I rooming in with one direction, ready to sign a deal with their management to become a pop star like them? The answer was easy, and simple to find, I liked each and everyone of them more than I ever liked my self. But was this even healthy? Chasing the troubles of being famous along with them? On top of that, I still had unresolved troubles of my own, ones that made my spine shake down to my stomach, flipping it in knots.
Many,
painful,
un-killable
knots,
that just kept growing and growing.
Niall's P.O.V.
"Hey, where'd Yasmine go?" Zayn asked, as he flicked through one of his fashion magazines.
"I think she went up to her room, I'll go check on her." Louis said.
I knew she wasn't up in her room, because I watched her heading outside when no one was looking, but I didn't tell them other wise "Um, I think I'm going outside for some-Uh air." I said, before walking towards the back door. No one seemed to notice, or even care that I was leaving, I ran to the door sliding it open when I spotted Yasmine sitting out infront of the pool.
"Hey." I said, walking towards her. She didn't move, just reached her hands to her face rubbing at her eyes. "Are you okay?" I asked.
"Umh, yeah." she lied. I could tell that she's been crying.
"Whats wrong Yaso?"
She flinched "How do you know my nickname?"
"It is you." I said in awe. "We used to be friends, back when we were little. Then you had to move, and we got separated. It's me, NiNi, don't you remember me at all?"
"That's why you were so quite all the time, because NiNi used to be quite." she smiled "I remember NiNi. I miss you." she got up and hugged me. I hugged her back and then we sat down next to the pool.
"back to the real deal here, why were you crying?" I asked.
She shrugged "I miss home."
"I know my Yaso, you don't just cry for anything."
"Okay," she nodded her head "I have something, a secret that only I know, and I just don't know what to do with it."
"you know it is easier to live with a secret, when some one else knows it. Some one else you can always come to for comfort."
She looked at me with big bright eyes "do you really think so?"
"I know so." I nodded my head.
"I better go find Louis then, I have to tell him my secret." she said, and my heart dropped along with my jaw, but she just started laughing "I'm kidding you know."
"Oh yeah, I know." I lied.
"Okay well. You know the reason I'm here is because I'm looking for treatment. Because I got shot."
I could feel my jaw drop again.
"no one but me knows how I got shot though. My mum never tried to open the subject, neither did my father, they just sent me here instead."
"Go on." I said.
"My friend Mason was in a gun fight. This guy just came in and shot him in the middle of his chest and I just thought shit, Mason might actually die from this shot and I just grabbed his gun, and shot the person that had shot him." she said, licking her lips "I killed some one."
SO! Yas's secret is out! And now we know why Niall is all quite and mysterious all of a sudden! Yay, please comment or vote I love you guys! xx
