Warning: Could trigger suicidal thoughts and actions!!
Cameron POV
"I wish I could die Cameron, that's what's wrong with me. I'm so exhausted from trying to be stronger than I really feel" I can't believe that, this hurts so bad it's like being stabbed and every time she cries it drives in deeper. "I have to go do the video" I go downstairs and walk out the door. I sit in my car and cry. I feel numb. I call Nash and tell him about what happened.
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Y/N POV
He didn't upload a video yesterday. Did I do something wrong? I shouldn't have told him that. I probably lost the love of my life. I think about the swiss army knife in my bathroom. I might as well, people just hate me. I'm a waste of space and oxygen. I need to release. I stand up and walk into my bathroom. I open the cabinet and take out my knife.
30 minutes later
Cameron POV
I walk into the house, it's quiet. Y/N always has music on, especially on Sunday's. ( A/N Listen to Migraine by Twenty One Pilots to understand that sentence if you already do your the coolest person I know)
I run up the stairs, she's not in our room (We live together) I try to go into the bathroom. The doors locked, I kick the door until it opens. Oh no.
She has cuts all over her arms, legs, stomach. I call an ambulance and try to wrap her cuts but there are too many. I hear the ambulance and carry her downstairs. They put her on a stretcher and put her in the back. I go in with her, they start wrapping her cuts, and I sit there crying how could I be so stupid.
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"I love you Y/N, I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I left you when you needed me the most. I'm sorry I couldn't save you from your depths of hell... I'm sorry."
"I love you too Cameron," I look at Y/N, "Sometimes it takes the worst pain to bring the best change" I smile "Don't be sorry, please"
