Past

Hurt Forever

I was walking home when I realized someone was following me. I turned around and saw no one. So I kept walking.

I turned around and I saw someone's shoe lace in the yard I had just passed. I walked back a little and sure enough it was Brittany and Kimberly.

I asked Brittany why she was following me. She said she was not following me she just had to walk with Kimberly to her house.
Then Brittany left and pushed me down on the concrete.  She said bye loser.

I didn't walk home that day. I sat on the sidewalk trying to keep my arm from bleeding anymore.  I had a jacket that day so I made it into a sling. I went home and made some dinner and went to bed.

The next day was weird.

I didn't have a ride today. I was going to call Maya but she was at a doctors appointment or something. So I walked to school.

On the way I saw Brittany and Kimberly, I tried to avoid them but they saw me.

Brittany saw my arm. Then she pointed to Kimberly

Brittany: You poor thing. What happened?

Me: Ugh.... You did it you know what happened.

Kimberly suddenly got behind me and pushed me into some mud, and kicked me in the stomach, Brittany and Kimberly walked away laughing.

I couldn't get up. So I laid there for 30 minutes and then a lady saw me I guess, and was talking to me.

I opened my eyes and she said are you okay??

Me: Um.. Yes I think so I just passed out.

Lady: Did you want me to call someone?

Me: Um.....  No it's alright I was just on my way to school. What time is it?

Lady: 10:30am

Me: Oh gosh I was walking at 8:00am so I must have been passed out for like 2 hours.

Lady: I am going to call your parents. I wouldn't feel too good if I just let you go to school

Me: I don't have parents.

Samuel and I made up the night before. Kind of.

I gave the lady Samuel's number, I went inside the lady's house.  Samuel came from school in 15 minutes or so, Samuel saw me and held my hand and thanked the lady and Samuel and I left.

Samuel: Cat what happened please talk to me...

Me: I got dizzy Samuel and started shaking and I felt like I was going to fall and I couldn't stop myself.

Samuel: Your clothes we're muddy?  I am so sorry,  I wish I never cheated on you yesterday.

Me: Me too.......... It's not your fault you love her. Besides she loves you too.

Samuel: What......  Brittany forced me to kiss her and do (it) with her.

Me: Wait,  what...  You didn't cheat on me?

Samuel: No. I love you why would I ever cheat on you.

Me: Oh God. I love you too I never thought you would say that.

I walked up to Samuel and kissed him.

I hadn't told Samuel about this morning or yesterday. I honestly didn't think I should.