Love?☾ {C•D}

Friends?

One month later:

I wake up to the most annoying alarm sound ever. I cover my ears with my pillow, after less than a minute I give in and grab my phone. I check the time and it's 6:30am. I woke up a bit earlier to make myself look good. Obviously just for myself but also to impress Cameron. We aren't together, surprisingly, I wish we were tho. You could say we're best friends. We hang out a lot, especially at school. I go into my bathroom connected to my bedroom and hop into the shower and wash my hair and body. Then when I'm ready, I come out and throw on my nightgown and walk into my bedroom, I grab my MacBook and put gossip girl on Netflix while I detangle and dry my hair. After straightening my now blonde hair and leaving it down, I do my makeup. I done a dramatic eye and simple lip look. Then it was time to pick an outfit. I decided to wear white converse with blue denim jeans with rips in them, a white tshirt with a pocket and a red plaid checkered shirt tied around my waist, along with my gold Michael kors watch and Chanel earrings. I checked the time. It was 8:00am, 30mins left until I leave for school. I'm home alone as usual because both my parents are always at work, so I proceed to go downstairs and make breakfast. I decide to make porridge and sprinkled granola and fruit on top. After eating I got a text from Cam.

Cameron🙄💗: Heyyyy, I'm on my way❤️X
Me: okay, but I know your lieing because u can't text and drive love xx
Cameron🙄💗: okay u caught me, I'm finishing my fruit loops gosh 🙄🖐🏼X
Me: hahaha👊🏼👊🏼👽X
Cameron🙄💗: what does that even mean??????😂X
Me: idk but hurry I need to get my science stuff out of my locker!!! So finish your cereal 🖕🏼X
Cameron🙄💗: oh okay, I guess that means I'll take my time xx
Me: NOOOOOOO!!!! PLEASE I CANT FAIL THIS TEST!!!!!
Cameron🙄💗: no xx??😢😢😢X
Me: please xx
Cameron🙄💗: okay I'm in my car now fo real X
Me: good. X

I love Cameron so so much. But idk if he feels the same way, and yes we send X when we text but that's just banter. I always think about the kiss because we haven't done anything more than that day. So I always overthink about it if he just done it for the Kiss or does he actually like me? He hasn't dropped any hints tho.

I see Cameron outside in his truck and run out the door. I hop into his car. "Hey" he says "hi" I reply. We get to school quickly and when I go in I run straight up the stairs without even telling Cameron to my locker and grab my science stuff. Because ... Okay wen. I say this your probably going to be questioning wtf? Why😂😂 anyway... I really want to be a scientist idk why I just love doing experiments and inventing things. I have a huge test today so since we have 20mins before class starts Cameron and I usually go over to our group which is the "popular" group and hang out before class. But mm mm not today, I was like a nerd studying for this science test. I was taking notes and reading, and for any other subject I would never study but science is my fav and I can't fail this. Time goes by quickly and the bell rings for class and shove everything in my bag and run to class. The teacher arrives and allows us to go in I sit at the front in science, don't judge, because the key to getting extra credit in any class is to sit at the front and always put your hand up to answer, also get close to the teacher, and your grades will go up, tip I learned from Cameron ;). She hands us the test sheets and we start. I don't know why but I feel really nervous.
30 mins later:
The test was so so easy. What every nerd said ever. I finish the test with a smile and leave class. I walk out and there's Cameron. "How was the test babe?" He asks. Why did he say babe tho? We're only friends. "So easy, I was like the first finished" I say carelessly rolling my eyes. He laughs and intertwines our fingers, I look at him confused. "Just go with it" he whispers in my ear. His whisper warm in my ear. My cheeks warm up. We go down the hallway and downstairs to math, where we sit next to each other. "What was that for?" I ask "my ex just transferred, she was waiting outside of the lab so I wanted to give her sign that I've moved on from her, and obviously make it clear that I don't want to be friends with her. I laugh and shake my head at him. He blushes and gets his books out. After math we had free class so all everyone did for the whole class was chat and mess.
Fast forward to lunch
It was finally lunch. Me, Cameron, Jade and will who are part of the group, went to In n Out for lunch. After that we went back to school straight away so we spent the rest of lunch in the assembly. I saw Wendy so I went over to her. She's been ignoring my texts and calls. She has clearly replaced me for some reason with Mia. She's only known her for 6months and known me since kindergarten. And she chooses Mia over me Madison. "Hey Wendy" I say she just barely smiles at me. "We've lost touch, maybe we should get Starbucks later?" I ask politely "I'm surprised you even asked, I thought you would be busy with your boyfriend, Cameron" she says bitchy while putting books into her locker. "Uhh, I'm single.cameron and I are no more than friends" I say furrowing my eyebrows "you sure? Because literally all you talked about before I cut you out of my life was Cameron, you wouldn't shut up, so when you started to abandon me and not ask me to come over anymore, I had to delete you" she said "what? No. Since when have I 'abandoned' you, and why would I do that? We've been best friends since kindergarten, your the one who replaced me with Mia. And decided we weren't friends" I said angrily "bitch, cut the shit, you were violating the best friend code and I wasn't the one who decided we weren't friends, you did, when you found out what it was like to be friends with a boy, you slut. I bet you've already slept with half the school since becoming popular bitch" she says angrily "what the fuck, your just causing a scene now, I never said we weren't friends, you clearly were the one who decided it when you started ignoring my texts" I say practically losing breath. "Whatever, at least I have real friends who won't leave me" she says bitchy "and by 'real friend' you mean Mia? I thought you were better than that, I just want to be friends, all our memories, just gone, thrown away, look. I've had the best and funniest moments with you, and now there all gone, a friendship ruined" I say balling my eyes out uncontrollably, ruining my makeup. Cameron runs over to me and hugs me. "Yeah, a friendship ruined by a boy, how stupid, come on Mia" says Wendy and storms off with Mia also known as Cameron's ex. I burst out more tears crying into Cameron's shoulder. He hugs me tightly. Since there's a crowd around us, he walks me outside to the back of the school by the gym, where the juunkies hang out, but they won't care. "What happened?" He asks "I just lost my best friend, and I don't know how I'm ever going to live again" I say still balling my eyes out. "Look don't worry, it's going to be alright babe" he says I look up a t him wide eyed, does he mean it when he says it? Babe? "No. It won't be alright. Knowing that my only friend is now you" I say to him "what about Jade, Will and the rest?" He asks "no. There not real friends Cameron, there just there to fill the gap, there just there to say there 'friends' with you, that's not okay" I say "no. Your wrong Madison. They are my friends." He says shaking his head. "I'm just gonna go home" I say looking down and storm off. I start walking home and overthink everything that just happend. I pull out my phone and put in my earphones and listen to torn. I cry walking all the way home. A day that started amazingly ended at its worst.