Drunken,broken,heartless

Chapter 1 - perfect

"He wouldn't let go of me Brad , he wouldn't stop touching me , he's supposed to be your friend Brad , he's supposed to be our friend" that was the last thing I said Brad before he lost it , he punched the wall making the hotel photo frame onto the floor . I will pay for the damage later but right now I need to see Brad , need to find out what's wrong with him .

Brad left me here , in this dark hotel room , he left me here to drown myself in tears while he drowned himself in pint after pint of beer eyeing up the next girl to walk into the hotel bar , I know it sounds like I'm taking all my anger out towards him but he hasn't exactly been my guardian angel through all of this shit that keeps happening .

So I guess I should explain what's happening here . I guess I should tell you who I am and what's happened throughout my life. I guess I should start at the very beginning and how this all came about .

So it was a winters morning in a freezing December and I was questioning my mom on why she decided the middle of winter would be a good time to move to the other side of the country quite literally as we lived in Scotland and we are now moving to Brighton.

My name is Isla . I am 16 years old and I have seven college degrees , before you tell me I'm a liar , I know 16 is a bit young but people tell me I have a gift and I'm very very clever so they put me in college at the age of just 14 it was hard being in a college and being the only student under the age of 17 . I didn't make friends , I got bullied (physically and verbally) I didn't get to do the whole college party or frat house party thing and I didn't get to go out and get hammered as they put it like any normal college student .
I no longer live with my dad as he assaulted my mom multiple times and so we finally decided it was time to stand up for our selves and move out . My dad was out drinking with his friends at the time , he knew we were moving he just didn't care .

Back to when we were moving house , we finally got to our new house after a long 8 hours of pins and needles . The new house was big and I mean huge , I wouldn't say we were minted but let's just say my mom is the creator of most of ted baker perfumes and lotions so I guess we are quite well off . So our house was massive but not as huge as the house next door , next door was a mansion no doubt about it and apparently a celebrity lives there. Unless they are a model or a countdown genius or any member of my favourite band the vamps , I probably won't know who it is.

I'm going to fast forward the whole moving in process because as fun as it was for me I'm sure it will be boring for you . The day after we moved in I was taking the rubbish out to the bins when I heard a very familiar drumming sound coming from the big house next door . Me being the nosey person I am decided to go and investigate the sound and it's source . When I turned the corner onto our neighbours driveway I froze , I had to rub my eyes and pinch myself at least 17 times . Sure enough sat behind an animal printed drum kit was the amazing Tristan Evans . For those of you who don't know who Tristan Evans is then 1. Are you living under a rock and 2, he is the drummer with the jawline from my favourite band as mentioned above .

"Are you alright" this question was very unexpected as Tristan's mouth didn't move and I still believed I was dreaming . The source of this amazing British accent was of course no other than the perfect Bradley will Simpson . He was smiling showing his shiny straight teeth and his cute little dimples .

After that awkward incounter and I managed to reply to Brads question , Brad asked if I would like to join him and Tris in writing their third album . I knew they were nice to their fans but I did not expect this much kindness , I was awestruck and they both just laughed showing off their perfect grins . That night as I was leaving to go back to mine Brad grabbed my wrist and asked me to dance , it was very unexpected but of course I would not have said no for anyone .
"Shit Isla , your good " he told me .
"Not so bad yourself Bradley "
"How many times Isla , calm me Bwadddd" he said with a playful frown .
"Okay then Bwaddddd"

The next day I woke up at 12pm and I was still tired , I think I was just tired with excitement not because I was actually tired . Last night was amazing infact i don't think there is any words I could use to describe how amazing it was . James and Connor were going to Brads today so Brad invited me round to meet them as I had only met obviously half the band .