REBORN

Chapter 5-Why me?

I want to scream my lungs out and cry for help but the deathly look in his eyes tells me otherwise.

In a flash, my body was pushed me onto the couch. A hand reached out roughly grabbed a fistful of my hair, snapping my head up to face the dangerous face. "How dare you reject me?!" My fear got the better of me and I let the tears run down my cheeks. "Please, I'm sorry...leave me alone...just...please...don't." He didn't bother to answer, only pulled me harder and bruised a kiss to muffle my pleas. No gentleness only lust He soon began unbuttoning my shirt and I panicked. As sweat starts to happen all over the body in fear, it feels like my skin has another hot skin on the outside, like a bin bag, it moves over your body and never releases. The negative thoughts keep coming like waves on rocks. I could feel my heart's pace increasing as the blood rushed through my veins making adrenaline pump into me.

His hands travelled to my jeans now. I couldn't hold back the tears any longer as I tried pushing him away while sobbing hysterically. No! I knew what was coming next. I have to try! I struggled; kicked out my legs to let go of his clutches...it worked. He was taken back by my kicks. I breathed. There was a chance.

I fled to the door but his strong hand pulled my ankle, dropping my head down with a thud on the floor. My hands flew to my head. I was too late to realize that my feet were off the ground and I was now over his shoulder as he reached for my bedroom.

"P-please, let me go! "

" Shut up" He hissed in my ear.

I pounded my fists on his back...with all my might but his grip only tightened. It only angered him more, earning me a slap as I cried in pain.

He kicked the door and threw me on the bed. He eyes looking down mercilessly at me. His gaze cold and murderous.

At this moment my mind was starting to fail, like an engine that turns over and over, never kicking into action. I couldn't formulate a thought. Every action could lead to more pain and there was no way out of this house. No way. I hoped he would come back to his senses and leave me. To my utter dismay he didn't stop and there were no chances of him being sober.

He threw my shirt away. "No" I gasped. He showed no mercy and pulled off my jeans. He moved back then glanced down at my body admiringly, his hands hungrily roaming over my naked thighs-his every touch made me sick. I tried pushing him once more using all my strength but he fisted my hair and pulled my head back sharply. I winced as the pain shot through my neck as he started kissing me going down to my collarbone. I whimpered at the force he was using on me. He pinned my hands above my head having a death grip on my wrists, forming a bruise but he didn't seem to care. He was far too gone to care about what he was doing and I couldn't help but cry at my situation knowing that there was no solution to this.

Why me? What have I done?...

He came up and crashed his lips again, sucking my soul. At first, they were light but then he bit down harder, releasing the taste of alcohol into my system. The teeth turned to a tongue until I could taste blood on my lips. Stripping off my clothes fully, he grabs me from behind. The lips moved down to my neck and nipped at the tender skin. I sucked in a deep breath as fear coursed through my body. Before I knew he thrust inside me making me scream out in atrocious pain.

Time took its time. It was quiet as it was dark, with only one sound to be heard; his groans filling my ears as I was stripped of my purity and dignity. Constance held my breath, daring not to make a sound. My muscles are frozen in place but filled with such a tingling pressure. I want to run until my body is empty but all I see right now is him and I need to come back to the world before I can escape but how?

Each second seemed to last an eternity as I lay perfectly still, no longer struggling. I gave up, I couldn't put up a fight. Not anymore. My vision blurred, the noises were too far to be heard now. They say you see your entire life before you die, all I saw was the blissful faces of my parents...their love...their laughter before I...killed them. My eyelids fell heavy and I gave in to sleep with uncertainty whether if I'll see another tomorrow. Will I?

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