Marvel One-Shots

Hurt#2 || Bucky Barnes

Oh, boy, that's darker than I wanted it to be. Maybe I need help.

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I jumped a little and immediately sat up. At first I didn't know why I was in the kitchen and why I woke up. I looked at the clock and then I remembered everything from the night. I sighed heavily and rub my eyes with fingers. Jesus, did I really take random man into my house, let him shower, gave him my clothes, made him food and put to sleep in my bed? Yes. Yes, I did.

I heard noise again and fuck, my heart started to pounding like hammer. I was scared, but also stupid, so I stood up and went out of the kitchen. I stopped and listened. Noise again. From my bedroom. Something started to glow red in my brain. Bucky.

I quietly opened the door and looked around. My gaze landed on the bed. He was mumbled something and growling a little while his body was tensed. I quickly was next to him. His eyebrows were together, I heard him speaking in russian and I understood a few words. He had nightmare. Pretty bad nightmare. He was sweating like.. Jesus, I felt my heart shatter itself into pieces at that sighn.

- Bucky.. - I whispered. - Bucky, hey, man, wake up - I touched his arm slightly and didn't even have time to react, when he flinched a little, opened his eyes and grabbed my wrist. He threw me onto the bed. I stifled a scream of terror. I was laying on the bed, Bucky on me. I looked at him with wide, terrified eyes and tears in them. My heart was pounding hard as I stared into his empty eyes. - Bu.. Bucky. It was just a dream - I tried not to sound scared, but my voice was my enemy now. But Bucky blinked a few times and I saw his awareness coming back to his body. When he looked at me with confusion, I felt first tear on my cheek. And then he jumped out of the bed and looked around. I saw it, he didn't know what was happening. Second ago.. It wasn't him. - Hey, Bucky - I sat on the edge of the bed, still slightly scared. - Hey, it was just a dream..

- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you. I'm so so so so sorry, [Y/N] - he cried out quietly as he shook his head and started to walk nervously. I stood up and made my way toward him. - I'm sorry, I just..

- It's okay, I understand. Bucky. Stop - I said quietly, but seriously at the same time. He stopped and looked at me with eyes full of tears. I smiled weakly and rubbed his shoulder with my hand. - It's okay. I'm here. You didn't do nothing, okay? I was just.. suprised - I lied to him. I knew that he knew it, but I saw it was calming him down. - That wasn't you, I get it, really. I know it. Now, come here, big boy - I spread my arms wide. He slowly came closer and gently put his hand on my shoulders. Soon he almost threw himself into my arms. He hide his face in the crooc of my neck and started to sob quietly. I started to rub his back. - Shhh. It's okay. You're okay, Bucky. I'm here. Come on, we need sleep. Come on, Buck.

And he listened me. He slowly laid down, but when I wanted just sit on the edge of the bed, he gently grabbed my hand.

- Can you.. Can you sleep with me? Please - he whispered. I saw it, his panic attack was almost gone and he was just broken and scared. I nodded with small smile and got into bed with him. His arms soon were around me. At first I didn't know what to do, but then I just didn't give a fuck. I just hugged him tight and tried to sleep.

I heard my phone does that annoying buzz thing. I immediately opened my eyes. In front of my face was his face. Peaceful, relaxed and sleeping. I brathed out and tried to get out of the bed. I needed more sleep, but my work was more important. And about that.. Bucky's arms was way stronger than me and that's why I needed to wake him up.

- Hey, Bucky. I need to.. Jeez, Bucky, don't - I sighed when he pulled me closer and mumbled something under his breath. - Bucky, wake up. I nned to go to work, Jesus - I rolled my eyes and poked him into cheek. He purred a little, growled and opened his eyes. 'Shock' wasn't enough to describe his expression. He let me go from his arms. - Thank you - I sighed and got up. I took my phone and my eyes were suddenly wider than earlier. It wasn't my alarm. It was my boss. Thank got, I had cool boss. I crossed my fingers and called him.