Opposites Attract

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The next morning I woke up to the smell of eggs, bacon and the smell of coffee. When I went to the kitchen I saw Hanuel making breakfast. He turned around to the sounds of my footsteps. He handed me a cup of coffee.....

"I don't like people making my coffee for me. I make it a certain way." I said handing the cup back to him and reached for a clean glass. "How does one mess up a cup of coffee?" he asked sarcastically turning back to the pan of eggs and bacon. "Well let's just hope that you don't burn the bacon" I said as I started to smell burning meat. 

"Dammit what are you physic?" He asked dumping the burnt food into the trash can. "Nah, I can just tell when an idiot is about to do something stupid." I replied sitting on his fluffy ass couch. When he didn't reply, I looked over to see why it was so quiet. OMG!!!! He was leaning against his counter looking sexy af. Why didn't I realize that he didn't have a shirt on. 

"Well looks like we are going to have to have cereal  for breakfast." He said collapsing into the couch and leaned against my shoulder wrapping his arm around my waist. "Even though, I have something else in mind of what i want to eat," He whispered in my ear sniffing my hair.   "There's actually something else I wanted to talk to you about." I told him pushing him away. He looked at me with a curious look on his face. "What do you need?" he said standing back up looking directly at me. I was nervous about what i had to ask him, I didn't know how he would react considering I only knew him for such a short time.  "Could I stay with you for a while?" I asked not meeting his eyes. 

It was quiet for a while. I slowly looked up to see what was taking him from answering.  He was rubbing his chin. "Yes, But I have some conditions. First, You have to help pay for rent cause this place isn't cheap. Second, You have to help keep it clean. And I hope you don't mind little kids cause my daughter comes every so often. Like every other day." He said looking for a reaction. 

"You have a daughter?" i asked him looking kind of shocked. He looked to young to be a dad. But I could accept that. I loved children anyway. I nodded and finally said "Tell me about your daughter."

You could tell that he loved her cause when he  thought about her he had the biggest smile on his face.  "She has the blondest hair you have ever seen. she has the cutest little nose and pretty blue eyes.  She's 4 years old." 

"Where's her mom?" I asked admiring how he described his daughter. "She passed away in child birth and she lives with her grandma. Amiranda's parents fought for custody and she wasn't even 2 years old. " he said with an angry face. I couldn't help but hate this women I had never met before.

"Hey, Im gonna have to go back and get more of my  stuff ok?" i told him getting up and went to the bedroom to change. "Ok do you need my car?" he asked holding them out to me. I took them and walked out the door, getting in the car, and headed to the spawn of Satan's house.

When I got there, I tried to hurry and get what I needed. I walked through the the living room to the bedroom with all of my stuff. Nobody in sight good. I was relieved. I entered my room and what I saw made me feel like shit. Namjoon and his baby momma were laying in my bed...naked. I wanted to cry so bad. Why do people have to do this to me? I quietly packed all of my stuff and turned around to look at them again. The bitch was wearing one of my fucking band shirts. It was my favorite!!! This made me angry!!!! I could not control myself when I reached forward grabbed her by the hair and pulled her off of the bed. "I might have left. But that gives you no reason to wear my shit!!" I screamed at her waking her and Namjoon up. Namjoon bolted from the bed and looked at me in surprise still half asleep. I started to yank my shirt off of her body and grabbed my stuff. I didn't say anything else and headed for the door. Namjoon yanked me back and tried to talk to me.

"No, don't talk to me Namjoon, You know what's bad? It's almost like you planned it. Its almost like you smiled and shook my hand and said "I'm about to screw you over.'' I cried almost collapsing. "Isabel.I still love you. I'm in love with you." He said in reply looking at me with pleading eyes. "No! You don't get to say that! I didn't fall in love with you Namjoon. I fell in love with the person you pretended to be. Its like one day you flipped a switch and became somebody I didn't know and you know what the worst part was? I trusted you." I basically shouted with tears streaming down my face. He didn't say anything. So i turned around to the door with the rest of my stuff and left. 

I got in Hanuel's car and I drove for a while, I didn't stop until I got to the middle of a deserted bridge. I got out and I walked to the side of it by the guard railing. I looked down at the water and started to think.

' Should I do it? Should I just jump and end it all? Nobody is going to miss me... a death is a dead...I'm so sick of saying sorry. When I'm the one collapsed on the ground with my lungs bursting feelings like knives are stabbing me over and over.  It honestly hurts. I can't be what everyone else wants me to be. or what anyone else needs. So many people have told me to be strong and to keep fighting. What they don't know is that I've already lost the will to live. Maybe....If my heart didn't beat anymore. I wouldn't care anymore.' 

When I was thinking about my decision, I heard someone yell behind me to stop, It was the one person I could depend on. 

I smiled and looked down, making my decision.