Confidence is blessing

Chapter 2

I let this day wash past me, except for Period 2, Language Arts, I sit in my usual seat and my crush Ashton sits down right next to me. I don't let it show but I'm internally screaming. I pretend like he isn't there until he starts talking to me.
"Kimberly," I turn to him after our teacher is done talking.
"Yeah?"
"What's up?"
"Nothing, you know just working," we then get into a whole conversation about tattoos and where we want them. But then he brings up something I thought was a little worried.
"There's this game call Kiss, Fuck, Baby daddy... wanna play," I get a little caught off guard.
"Erm... sure," I think about who my list HIM OF COURSE BEING DADDY.
He then smiles his adorable and tells me his and I'm his baby mama so I say something dumb.
"Do you want a boy or girl?"
"Boy,"
"A boy... I want a girl and think about our daughter she going to be beautiful with greenish blueish eyes and everything."
"I mean I don't want to have to watch the girl all the time cause you never want to your little girl grow up. I mean you don't want to see them get hurt either," he puts his arm in the position as if holding a baby.
"Are you getting emotional before we even have our child?"
We laugh and have a whole conversation about our future life.

A couple minutes later after I put my earphones in he taps my shoulder and I take one out. "Yeah..?"
"Kimberly... listen I mean what we have been talking about... I think... we should..."
I open my mouth hoping he says what i want him to say.
"Get packed everyone!" My teacher yells and I look at her turning around someone asking before I turn back around but he's gone.
"Ugh, I hate life!"
I grab all of my stuff and see him in the hallways talking to the girlfriend I forgot he had... I get so angry I walk past and he tries to call my name but I totally ignore it. I am not trying to be late for class because he wants to make excuses.

I go through the rest of my day the same way and just forget what happened.