My Angel

Chapter 1- New life

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chapter 1 - new life

I don't know if I'm going crazy or if I'm not, but there are voices in my head, echoing, none of them connected or resemble to me in any way.

Sometimes they whisper, sometimes they Scream, sometimes they are silent.

Most of them are friendly, and try to communicate with me, others are bossy and mean, if I don't do what they say, they raise their voice, they get mean, and don't leave me alone until they see me miserable.

Then they leave and I never hear from them again, they are rare, about two or three in a significant place, but out of all these voices that come and go one stays. His name is Jay, or that's what he's told me Anyway, Jay seems to be the one that stands out above the rest like instead of in my mind, he's out of it, he follows me, he guides me, and comforts me when the others are mean, But he can get mean too if I don't do what he says... just like the others.

he will either ignore me, yell at me, or just be a plain bully for about a day. He's my best friend though, so I don't blame him for being irritated with me.

I want to ask him why, I want to speak to him and to the others But if I try, he tells me " I'm not ready" and my dad will send me to a mental hospital, he knows i speak to him but.. He thinks its just me being crazy, and of coarse I cant talk to them threw my mind and whispering is worse, in my dads eyes I'm his crazy disappointment.

Now let me just tell you how this crazy mess

After a long, slow day at school I walked into the empty house humming loudly, I was excited, my dad trusts me enough to have the apartment to myself. This never happens, not after the last time I talked to the voices in my head. He KNOWS I've gone mental, but that didn't matter right now. walking around the island counter in the kitchen and staring at the floor, I listened to the whispers around me but got nothing.

I Didn't think anyone would be here, I've helped voices that have been here so there's no need. Getting nothing but silence I made my way to my room disappointed until I heard <I bet you money that you want to talk to me> the familiar voice of Jay came threw. "Jay!! Its been too long!"

I said excitingly.

he chuckled and said <So what do you want to talk about??> I smiled taking in his warm comfort then quickly faded , "so why do you stay?> I asked.. although I asked many times before.. <you aren't ready for that yet, I told you this before, dawn> he informed warningly "sorry.." I huffed noticing his low voice get lower.

"I'm wondering If you Have to follow me..I'm a freak" I muttered quietly.
<nonsense! I chose you! And you are not a freak, you have a gift.> feeling a small sense of pride I smiled.

Suddenly I heard footsteps make its way to the door.

I froze and could feel jays anger rise and hear his voice in a low, familiar and animal like growl, I've only heard when he was mad.

door opened to a tall and skinny man, with short brown hair, the same color as mine,was my dad.

He may look nice and friendly but he's like Ebenezer scrooge, you know like "Humbug" and all that?

He looked at me with no smile, no love, Instead, Pure hatred then he turned and when to the fridge, probably to get some beer.

I breathed a long breath and made my way to the room when I heard "DAWN!" my dads voice rumbled threw the apartment. " YOUR GRADES ARE TERRIBLE!I TOLD YOU TO BRING THEM UP!" he stormed in front of me, rage in his eyes."