Best friends with benefits (Chandler Riggsxreader) HEAVY EDITING!!

Fuck you

(A/n) you can play the song whenever you like it's up to you I just put it on there because it's a good song and well it goes with the story any ways let's get started

(Y/n) POV

Chandler: (y/n) I'm really sorry I didn't mean to get you hurt or scare you that was never my intention please pick up the phone.

Chandler: I really am sorry please believe me.

Juliana: hey are you okay? Chandler told me everything I almost bunched him in the face but Gray and Sam where holding me back.

Sam: hey it's me Sam I heard what happened I'm so sorry he has never done that before. Are you okay?

Juliana: he let you walk home by yourself what the hell? I'm going to kick his ass.

Chandler: I told Juliana, Sam and Gray what happened there not talking to me nether great.

Chandler: should have never let you walk home alone nor get behind the wheel I'm so so sorry.

Chandler: hey it's Chandler you know your friend more like your best friend look I'm really sorry and I'm not going to stop bugging you until you answer me so please answer.

Juliana: are you mad at me too? If so what did I do.

Juliana: I socked Brianna in the face. I'm band from the mall for 2 months.

Gray: hey it's Gray Juliana is really worried about you so am I as well as Sam please texted back

You missed 69 calls from Chandler
You have 69 voicemails from Chandler

You missed 14 calls from Juliana
You have 7 voicemails from Juliana

You missed 12 calls from Sam
You have 3 voicemails from Sam

You missed 9 calls from Gray
You have 2 voicemails from Gray

I felt bad but I can't pick up the phone I don't want to talk to anyone especially Chandler my phone has been blowing up with calls, texts, voicemail and even email I just can't bring myself to pick up the phone it's bad but I can't. I lay in bad for about 2 hours extra I was up all night I can't sleep I just keep having images of Chandler and me almost crashing. I was so terrified that Chandler would get really hurt or die I couldn't bare losing my best friend even though that's kinda what I'm doing but I can't. My mom haven't been home in 2 days she's on a business trip which I don't mind I want to be alone I wish dad was here he always gave the best advice when I was little but sadly my mom and dad are divorce. I laid in my bed staring my head at the ceiling in a daze thinking of all the good times I had with Chandler and how we would texted each other threw Juliana's phone when he didn't have my number I wish I wasn't so fucking pissed off right now so I could text him but no I am damnit I get another text 'it's from Chandler great *rolls eyes*' I think to myself I open the text and read what the text says my heart was braking into a million tiny little pieces

Chandler: look I'm sorry and I have been telling you this a lot and that's because I am. (Y/n) just pick my calls so I can tell you I don't want it to be over a stupid text message. When I realize how pissed off you where at me my heart sank I never wanted to hurt or scar you or even grab you the way I did. I didn't control myself which is no excuses to the way I treated you and I am sorry. I know you won't pick up my calls but I really want to talk about this and tell you how sorry and how I'm such an idiot so please pick up the phone.