Players Game

Damn it!

3 fucking am and one of the kids is crying. I got to sleep on the couch because our school thinks the players game should be us sleeping in the same bed and the same room. Well that's a real funny fucking joke because I'm pretty sure Green has herpes and I don't want herpes. But the kid is still crying so I got up and sleepy walked up the stairs but stopped. I heard a noise from the kids rooms that wasn't crying. Someone was talking to them. I looked in the room to see Dylan in the rocking chair with the kids half asleep in his arms and him telling them a story.

"Hey" I whisper.

"Sorry did they wake you?" He added

"yeah but it's fine" I say while picking up Amber.

"What time is it?"

"3am" I say while yawning

"Ok"

-8am-
I woke up cuddling with Dylan... Gross.  And the kids crawling around. We must  have fallen asleep with the kids on the floor.

" You must be hungry" I say to the kids while picking them up go change them "what would you like to eat?"
"Waffles pwease" Amber asks
" butter" Gray asks with a giggle
"Ok waffles with butter on top." I say smiling

I'm not actually a bad ass I just have a tragic past with my father. But at the same time I don't need to go to fucking therapy, but my mom thinks I needed o talk it out and I am the way I am because of what happened but I just put walls up and people who brake them, get hurt by me. But every time I'm supposed to go to therapy I normally go and get high somewhere. Or every once and awhile I will go.

"Ok here are your waffles with butter." As I say that someone raps there hand around my waist and my first instinct is to turn around and punch his sorry ass, but for some reason I felt comfortable but I wasn't going to let him win so I said.
"Baby how did you sleep" he looked at like I had 3 heads.
"What's with you being happy? I thought you were a bad ass and a goth or whatever" he says

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Oh what shall happen next? Cliff hanger
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Helena/ author