Dear Harry,
It's been 186 days, 4464 hours since I saw you last. The last time I held you in my arms, you jumped infront of that speeding car for me. But I can't move on Haz, the pain of losing you is worse than any of the hate I had for being with you. I just want my baby back. Remember how we danced, we laughed, I remember playing FIFA
13 with you and the boys and we beat their sorry little asses.
Thinking about it, you were the best thing in my life, were. I need you back we made plans and promises! We were going to have little harrolds running around the place. We were going to get married!
I know you're watching down on me and I see the boys when they pass through town.
You missed Lou and Els wedding, he broke down, cried because his best friend had left, he asked Zayn to be best man but he'd always wanted it to be you.
At the end of the day, I guess you saved my life, I'm so so gratefull Harry, but I need you back or I can't go on. So I guess suicide is the only way baby. I'll see you soon my gorgeous, lots of love.
Your one and only,
Jess x
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and with that I shut the door, turned the light off. I was with him and I felt his love.
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hello beautifuls, just some quick little letters to read, I'm going to stop the fan ficts because they hardly get updated, but ill keep this going. thankyouu xo
Jess x
