Towers

Broken Inside

Thats What i am

My mother died a week ago

My heart broke in 2 pieces

And that wasn't enough

The boy I love disappeared

His parents are thinking of a kidnapper

I don't know what to think

I just know that my heart broke in thousand pieces.

My dad left me

He said : I'm sorry honey but I cannot deal with this ,the love of my life died here in this town and I don't want to leave,but I have to

So he packed his suitcase and left

Now I'm sitting here alone

Crying

Thinking why god did this to me

Suddenly my mind knew why he did this to me

Or why he gave me this life

He knew that I was strong enough to life it

But am I really that strong?

Right now I don't believe in myself

Honestly I don't think that the boy I loved just disappeared

It was planned

He left a letter for me and his parents

His parents are convinced that he has been kidnapped

But a kidnapper wouldn't send letters to me or is family

Saying good bye and that he's going to have a better life now

I was thinking about calling Taylor

But last time I called her she didn't answer so I didn't try again

I'm a kind of person that doesn't try to hold people with them

Either they are here or they go

That's probably why I'm sitting here alone now