My First Time

Chapter 1

My name is Hyun Ah, I'm from South Korea. I live on the beautiful city of Seoul. My family is well known by being rich and powerful. My dad owns the biggest and famous mall in Seoul where only rich people goes and enjoy our V.I.P's "high class" parties, and for my mom well she just enjoy the life that my dad gives to her. I have an older brother, Kyun Joon. He's 25 years old, he works with my dad at the mall by being his assistant and when my dad decide to retire, my brother will be in charge of the mall.

I'm only 16 years old and my parents already decided what I'm going to study. They want me to be a Lawyer which is something that I don't want to study. I want to make my own decisions not like my brother, he is my parents' marionette. I have a "boyfriend", Eung Jo that by the way my parents picked him to be my boyfriend and they're already planning the wedding. Eung Jo's family is rich so now you understand why my parents want him to be my husband. He is the most irritating, vain person I could ever met!. He is always talking about the new cars he bought or how much money he has on his Bank account. We don't have any feelings for each other.

I have a secret relationship with Yoon Jae. Yoon Jae is my classmate and the love of my life. We've been dating behind my parents back for a year already. My parents hate him just because he is not from a rich family, how stupid!. Every time I'm alone with Yoon Jae he wants to make love to me but everytime he tries I reject him. I get all nervous and I always believed in having sex after marriage. "Hyun Ah, it's because you don't really desire me right?, that's why you always reject me!". "No, is not that Yoon Jae, it's just that I get nervous and I'm just not that sure of doing it, you just don't know how much I want to but I just can't".

"It's okay, I understand but I just can't hold myself anymore but I love you and I respect you, if you don't want right now it won't happen". I don't know if I should do it, I want to but I don't feel ready...what I should do?.