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A NOTE.

I don't even know what triggered this, but today I was just working on homework when a really sad song came on the radio and i just burst into fucking tears.

I've been really stressed recently. I've also been going through some issues with my friends, and some insecurity issues too. Maybe that's what happened- I had a bad day, and suddenly one tiny thing that didn't even affect me just tipped me over the edge.

So here I am, sitting on my toilet seat (closed, by the way- I'm not naked, don't worry) and I just thought about the people who are also stressed, and confused, and tired, and anxious, and are going through any number of issues that are probably more serious than mine.

And I just wanted to say this.

You are special. You are wonderful, and beautiful, and kind, and brave, and strong.

You are loved, and you love. And yes, maybe you have bad days. For me, today was a bad day. I got home, and I sat in my room reading a book for three hours. I didn't talk to my sister, or my childminder, or anyone.

I yelled at someone today. I snapped at her and said things that I didn't mean, because I was mad, and sad, and stressed.

So sometimes I'm mean, and petty, and I make mistakes, and I just want to yell and scream and shout and complain that it's not fair.

And I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only one. You have these days too.

But you have good days. You have those magical days where you smile, and you laugh, and you crack jokes that everyone laughs at. And you hug people, and they hug you back, and you take pictures and you vow never to forget how happy you were in that one perfect moment.

There are times when I can't breathe because I'm smiling so much, where it feels like I'm bouncing on air and weightless because I'm alive and I'm Charlotte and I'm brilliant.

Maybe you had a bad day today, like me. Maybe you're sitting at home, and you're crying because you feel worthless, and because you feel like nobody likes you.

That's not true.

There is always someone to talk to, to hug, to just say you're amazing.

I don't know what made me write this. But I hope it puts a smile on someone's face.

And hey, if you ever need anyone then I am here. Any number of people are here, just so you can rant, so you can cry over your keyboard. I'm here for anything. Always.

And I love every single one of you who takes time out of your day to read my stories, and to comment, to vote, to follow me. It means more than I could ever express.

I love you. And I'm not the only one who does.

So today, look at yourself in the mirror, and say 'I'm me, and I'm perfect.'

Because you are.

xxx