If I Let Go

I Learn To Hate My Guts

MayasPOV
I feel horrible. Missy forced me to hurt Riley or she would hurt her
Maya❤️❤️-I'm sorry Riley... meet me at Topanga's?
RileyBear-Sure
RileysPOV
Anonymous-Freak! Loser! Annoying! Boyfriend stealer! You don't deserve to live, kill yourself already. No one will miss you anyway...
I didn't know how much someone can hate someone. I grab a razor and cut, 1. 2. 3. 4. 4cuts because I don't want Maya to see. Time to go to Topanga's
At Topanga's
M-Riley I am so sorry,Missy forced me or she would hurt you... physically
R-It's ok Maya
M-BFF's?
R-BFF's.THUNDER!
M-LIGHTNING!
Both-FOREVER!
Lucas walks in
L-Hey guys
R-Hey
M-Hi
L-So Riley Maya told me that Missy forced her to hurt you and say that we were dating. That is false
R-Ok Lucas
BEEEP
Anonymous-Stay away from Lucas I can see you right now. Oh it's true that they are dating. Look at them. Also they don't like you. They just fake it
I look at both of them. They're staring at each other dreamy eyed
R-My mom said I have to go home
M-Bye Riley
L-Bye
R-Bye
I don't leave, I just hide and watch
M-So our date.
L-This is our date, here
I run home, lock my bedroom door,lock and put the blinds on the bay window and cry
Of course the blond beauty,rebellious,cool girl gets the nice,awesome,handsome cowboy while the ugly,fat,weird,stupid brunette suffers...I decide to cut more
16 more cuts
The next day at school
M-Riley me and Lucas are dating
R-I know and know tell Lucas to leave me alone and you leave me alone
M-Thank God. We never wanted to be your friends any way. Also Farkle hates you
R-Ok bye
I go home no ones here I text everyone in a group chat
RileyBear-Goodbye. You must be happy that I'm going to kill myself. The sad thing is,I'm doing it for the people that were faking being my friends
Sent
Time to escape this hèłł.
FarklesPOV
Me,Lucas,Missy,and Maya are talking about stuff then all of our phones beep
NONONONONO
RileysPOV
I did it now I'm falling to the floor
I made notes
Dear Maya,Farkle,and Lucas,
*Are you happy know? That I am dead? Thank you for letting me go. I can go to my happy place now.*
-Riley
Dear family,
*I'm sorry I didn't say,but my mind was messed up you couldn't save me anyway.*
-Riley
My eyes are closed. I can hear running footsteps and crying
?-RILEY! NO!
MayasPOV
M-RILEY! NO!
A-Smiley Riley?
M-I'm sorry Auggie
I hug him
A-Riley?
L-She's still here!
We call 911
At the hospital
Doc-Riley Matthews?
We stand up
Doc-She's awake
A/N
TOO SAD!!!😭😭😭😭