Sweet Pea ❇Jackbum Story

Chapter VII

Denial. Denial. Denial.

That's all Jaebum felt. He just, how... Why? Why did nobody tell him? After all he was- or is the guy Jackson is in love with. Didn't his feelings or input matter too? He would've understood, or at least tried to understand. He could've loved Jackson... No he still can!

'Jackson's still alive, he's not dead... Not dead'

Jaebum and the guys had already arrived at the hospital. They were now waiting for further notice on Jackson and his well being.

Jaebum was sitting in the waiting room, surrounded by white walls and a overwhelming sickly smell.

He didn't understand why the rest of the group was mad at him? He felt sick. And the cold hard plastic chair was doing no justice to lessen his discomfort.

A million thoughts, a million 'what if's' passed through his mind and thoughts, and he just wanted it to stop.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

A loud constant pounding noise was all he heard, he didn't know if it was his heart, or his head anymore. He couldn't take it anymore. He had to get out of there.

"I- I'm going to go get a drink of water." He mumbled to the group, but received nothing but cold glares and one sympathetic glance from Youngjae.

He made his way to one of the vacant vending machines that littered the hospital's hallways. He leaned his forehead against it, hopping since it sold refreshments that it would be cold. It was. The coldness seemed to calm the loud thumping, giving him slight relief. However he still couldn't control his raging thoughts.

But, How was he supposed to know that Jackson was dying, specifically because of him, when no one told him in the first place?!

He could've been there for Jackson.

Comforted him.

Holded him.

Cuddled with him.

Kissed him.

Loved him.

That's right Jaebum loved- no loves Jackson.

And he will do anything and everything to make things right.

How you ask?

He's got a plan.

I'm sorry to say but I'm kind of loosing my inspiration to finish this story, but I WILL finish it, fear not. Anyways.. Thank you so much for all the reads my story has gotten, it really makes me happy knowing, People are actually reading my book and hopefully enjoy it. I will try to work hard.

F I G H T I N G ! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆