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the past xoxo

BETHAN'S POV

It was a cold April night. The 18th of 2010 to be precise. Nath's birthday.

It all started when me and Megan had an argument over something stupid as usual. But this time it had got really out of hand to where she had slapped me therefore I walked out of her house. As I was walking down the lonely street a hooded black figure appeared about 20 footsteps behind me.

I instantly picked up my pace as no one else was about.

I looked over my shoulder to find him nearer so I got quicker.

Suddenly I felt a pair hands over my mouth. I could smell the scent of whiskey and cigarettes when I felt him lean down to whisper in my ear.

'Scream and you die'

As my vision got blurry through the tear that were ready to fall down my face I nodded as he pushed me in an alley and pinned me against a wall.

His fingers travelled down my face and then my chest to the waistband of my leggings and he forced his lips upon mine. The tears fell like a waterfall.

As he ripped away my leggings and my top he gazed upon my barely clothed body. He hands fumbled with his zipper of his dark jeans. I knew what was happening.

In one quick swipe my undwerwear was gone and he was ripping through my innocence. It was over in a matter of minutes and then he dropped me and left me there naked and exposed.

I lay there for 23 minutes and 14 seconds. Ye I counted because I was waiting him to come back to finish me off. Thats what I wanted to die.

I sat up from my horrid nightmare, sweaty and teary, i needed to tell Nath ...... how though ..... i dont want sympathy, i need someone i can trust and who will love me for being me and not a girl who got raped 3 years ago ..............................................