Not just a fan

~101~

[Edited 28/2/2018]

I must have fallen asleep because I wake up by someone calling my name.

My body is freezing cold and I'm shaking.

"Mark!!" I hear someone call again and when I look up I see Jack running towards me.

"J-Jack..." I whisper.

He gives me a hug.

"What happened to you?" He asks worried.

I try to speak but the words won't come out.

All that comes out is a whisper.

"R-ryan gave m-me....drug-g."

He lets go and looks me in the eyes.

"Let's go home Mark." He says and starts to lead me away.

"I love you." I whisper.

He smile but doesn't answer.

He's still..mad?

"Y-you hate me don't you?" I mumble

He doesn't answer this time either.

We get home, he put me into the bed under the covers.

"I'm going to speak too Ryan now, stay here." He say walking out of the room.

I just lay there, crying a little.

After a while I drift into sleep.

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When I wake up I feel like doing nothin.

The world is just a blur and I can't understand anything Jack says.

All I do is lay in the bed and cry.

Sure, I can see his mouth moving but I don't hear anything.

I can barely move.

My mind is a mess, a really bad mess.

Jack comes in with some soup for me and I manage to eat a little.

I don't know how long I'm in this mess, maybe a day, maybe a week.

But I know that when I wake up one day I see someone outside the window.

Someone hanging on a rope.