My abusive boyfriend

Part 13

Jihyo's POV

"You're afraid of me," he looked down at me, I clearly see painful flashes in his eyes. "And that's what I'm afraid of." I looked at him in confusion but still keep my mouth shut.

"I didn't want you to be scared of me," you made me did. "I've always— tried to control it, but I don't know how, I don't have the control over my own body even my own mind, I don't want to hurt you. I loved you and still am. After you left, I looked for you everywhere. I asked Hye Kyo noona but I can't never find her, they said Hye Kyo was transferred to another hospital and it was classified for me to know the information. I've tried everything. Then I came to father's house, you weren't there. He barked at me and threatened to put me behind bars," "you went to father's house?" I asked him, father never tell me anything about Junhoe's visit. He nodded, "I know what I did was wrong and I deserved to be punished, but I deserved to make it right. Since you left, I knew I can't live without you, I sold our house and half of our money for my medication, I've been seeing psychiatric and all I could do to be normal again, just like the first time we met. I've quit smoking and drinking, I'm trying to be better, for you. I convinced your father that I'm totally in the right path and wants to start over, but he shuts me out and I can't find you. Now I'm scared— I'm scared of losing you" tears starts to fill my eyes, and so is his.

"I-I didn't know" a tear fell on my cheek.

"Don't run away from me, please" he plea.

"I-I don't know, I've promised father" I choked, "I promised him to erase you from my life, I- I can't—"

"Did you?" He looked at me. I stared at him, fighting the urge to hug him, tell him I want to stay with him with our new family and start over. I can't, he might be manipulating me, I can't get him to me again.

My phone rang just as I was about to answer him.

"Noona, Hyojun has a fever. He wants you." Mino sounded worried and I could hear Hyojun shouting wanting me.

"I'm on my way!" I cut off the line as I unlock my car.

"Hyojun?" I looked at Junhoe who I was forgetting at the moment. Oh no.

"I have to leave" I took the opportunity to slip in my car as Junhoe is in his deep thought.

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"Hyojun-ah, mommy's home," I raised my voice so they could hear me.

"Mommy" Hyojun was still crying in Minos arms as I enter my bedroom.

"Is mommy' big boy get a boo boo?" I carry him off Mino and patting his back.

"I gave him Medicine already" Mino said and I mouthed thanks to him.

Mino stood up and ruffles Hyojun's hair behind me, "That's what happens when you don't listen to mommy and appa Mino" he told Hyojun knowingly who already stoped crying. I'll smack his head later.

"You still have headache, baby?" I asked as Settle him on the bed and put my palm on his forehead.

"A little bit" he said,

"Alright, why don't you rest first, mommy and appa Mino will cook a special breakfast for you, hmmm?" He nodded, and I went out after giving him a kiss on the forehead.

"Ayo Mino," I called out,

"Ayo Jihyo," we chuckled and I made my way to his side who already in the kitchen set.

"Let's make breakfast together!" We looked at each other as we accidentally said the same chorus and laughed.

"I'm going to make pancake for Hyojun, what do you want?" I asked him as take out all the ingredients for pancakes.

"Ummm.... a toast?" He tilted his head and looked at for approval.

"Call! Toast the bread, I'll cook the eggs" I told him. "And bacon" Mino added.

After having breakfast, Mino excused himself for a photoshoot. Hyojun has been sleeping all day and instead of watching the tv, my mind drifted the encounter I had with Junhoe.

Flashback

We were laying next to each other on the bed, after sex. He was making some dirty jokes that makes me laughed my ass off, out of all topic our conversation leads to children, our own.

"After we got married what should we name our child?" Junhoe asked me as he draws circles on my bare skin.

"Why? We still have a lot of time to think about don't we?" I told me.

"It's not a crime to plan the names now right? Just wondering" he said,

"If it's a girl.... Hyohoe?" I said while chuckling at how lame the name was which pinch my waist, not too hard.

"That was just weird Jihyo," he glared at me but still chuckled.

"Umm... Gosong?" I laughed louder and hit his chest. "That was even more weirder, you dick head" I said in between laugh.

"Jihyeon? It means wisdom, purpose, determination..." he stopped as he thinks of other meaning of it.

"That's nice! I like it, Go Jihyeon" I taste the name.

"How about if the gender is a boy?" I asked.

"Hyojun. Go Hyojun" he said.

"You planned it, did you?" I grinned at him. He shrugged and snuggled on my neck when he the lighting lit followed by a loud thunder.

End flashback

Now that he found me, what's going to happen when we meet at the second time? I felt bad, Hyojun is his flesh blood too, aren't I too selfish to keep by myself and Junhoe didn't acknowledge Hyojun's existing?

The doorbell rang as I was working on some of the paper work, it is now 4:00 pm and Hyojun is still on the bed watching cartoons and eat fruits.

The doorbell became impatient which makes me grow annoyed, I could heard the door was opened, by Hyojun.

"Hyojun-ah, what did mommy say about opening the  door—" I froze in my place as I looked at the uninvited guest.

Who came? Jeng Jeng Jeng..... I hope you enjoyed it. Double update in a day! I guess I'm in a good mood today❤️❤️❤️