Showered with Love

-->Chapter 5

I am in my bed. Thinking about my life.  Soon shamiya di will get married,next will be me. I want answers,which I am questioning to myself. I have to find answers. There are many who are going with the flow of life. Even I am in these 'many'. But this I don't want to take any risk. However this is also in the hands of Allah. Who knows what is  in our faith.
   Tomorrow is the reunion. I wonder what others are doing in their life. Do they forgot me? Are they successful?How will be their reaction? And how will be my reaction? .....I am muddled-I am excited as well as anxious. I signed and turned to other side. Well... I have to find it tomorrow. Then I recited my sleeping prayer. I signed. And everything blacked out.
Next morning I got ready with superspeed. Don't want to be late. I am not hastening. But I am already out of time. Today I got up late. My teachers will go to their scheduled classes. And I don't want to disturb them in middle of their work.
After 20 minutes I reached out to my school. The school which has a great impact on Me. Soo much is changed yet the same. I wonder how many teachers still teaching......
I am waiting for my friends in the canteen. And texted them to be here in as soon as possible in a way of  demanded their presence in mere few seconds. After 15 minutes they were here. Some friends were in same college. And some I am seeing them now. I greeted them all and got greetings back in reply. And then moved to talk to our teachers. One by one I greeted all my teachers and introduced ourselves with batch of year....... I am happy.
Later we went to softy corner. It's an ice cream and fast food shops. I use to come here often. Every thing changes so fast yet slow. I remember in my senior year my Science teacher said, "you have changed Ariah. I am happy for you". I still don't know why she said me. But I still remember those words. And I wonder why she said me. I wasn't suddenly jumped into toppers list. I am a 75% scorer . Neither comes in topper's list nor average one. Why she said me?. I signed unable to get any answer as usual. But I pray that I should be able to stand up according to her words because I believe she said that because she saw something in me.

I am standing on the road waiting for a taxi. More 5 minutes for taxi to reach here. Once again I glanced at the screen of my phone. Just one Lane away. Then it will be here. Within one minute cab was here.

After returning to home. Quickly greeted mom. And slumped on sofa. I am relieved. Many of my friends had a good carrier masha Allah. Some were married. What will be my future I don't know. I have been keeping all my affairs on the hands of my Allah. And always will be. And I have to start packing. More two days for the flight. I have to pack now. The day before the flight will be a family gathering. Thinking that I signed...

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