When you lose somebody that ain't yours (Chapter 7)

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Tiaras Pov: A month ago I started to follow Will on instagram. He hasn't accepted or followed me back. I dont meet his eyes in school anymore. Why doesn't he like me back? Before the break things between me and Will was going good. But now its like he has backed of. I just wish I knowed why. Why doesn't he look at me the way he always had? Im really confused right now. Maybe he thought I was scary when I started to follow him on instagram. But when I look at him I know something ain't rigth. Why is he like this? Maybe he just ignores me because he wan'ts to play cool. But then I think that he is probably not even in love with me. That thought makes me really sad. When I think about that he might not be in love with me I want him even more than before. Why are bad boys so attractive? Why am I always in love with the wrong guys? Why ain't Will in love with me? Well if he's just ignoring me than two can play that game. FRom this day and forward im gonna ignore him. 

I must admit that this was an hard task. But after a while I learn to controll who I look at. Its hard to not look into his green shining eyes and hid dark blonde hair and his big beutiful smile. Then I realised that I have been staring at him for a minute and he has been staring back the whole time. We both realise this at the same time and Will makes some kind of funny face and I start to blush. Now he must really think that I am some kind of weird stalker. I stop instantly and walk over to my friends a bit away from Will's classroom.  My friends ask wazzup and I just laugh and say that some random guy looked in my eyes.


Why did I say that? He ain't a random guy. And I have knowned my friends since kindergarden, why can't I tell them? Im too scared. 

Right now I feel like I have losed Will. But how can I lose someone I didn't have? Thats a really good question. I really wan't to let go. But the harder I try to forget him, the harder i love him. It's impossible to just stop loving someone. I decide to give it some time. But its hard to forget someone thats always on your mind.

 But its hard to forget someone thats always on your mind

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Sorry for so short chapters... I will write longer ones soon.. It's just so much in school right now. And I mean one short chapter is better than nothing... :) <3

XOXO Wilma :)

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