Breaking Code

Waking up

Dear readers: 

I personally and sincerely apologize for not updating for so long. One of you contacted me and turned my mind to writing again I was lost for a long time and unfortunately forgot why I loved to write so much. After I had my success on "Looking For Freedom" which I am so grateful for I started looking at the views of the story instead of the story itself. I became prideful in my writing and stopped putting my heart into it. I aloud myself to stray from what I really do this for and for that I am truly and deeply sorry. I will never EVER allow that to happen again and that is a promise. Now what you are here for the next chapter! 

My head spun and I immediately felt like puking again but I had nothing left in my stomach to give out. I tried sitting up but I was to week to even raise my head. I closed my eyes letting the cold air in the room surround me. I breathed in deeply getting as much of the cool air into my lungs as possible. I opened my eyes and allowed the air to leave my lungs, the air held a new warmness to it and it and smelled like what I imagine death smells like. I cough my body jerks at the air that struggles out of my body as I do so. In seconds of coughing I see Sans come into view.                                                                                                                                                              "You're finally awake I was starting to worry."                                                                                                I feel my lips curl into a smile at his voice.                                                                                                      "It's gonna take more than this to kill me you're stuck with me for a while I'm afraid."                    His forever grin gets bigger and I smile brighter a smile that will only ever be for him.                 My throat is dry I could feel my throat burn as I talked moments ago. Sans watches me for a moment his eyes wondering from my eyes to my lips his hand comes to my neck and stays there. I feel blush crawl up my chest spreading across my collarbone and up into my neck. He leans in and I find the strength to lift a hand to his chest stopping him.                                               "I've been sleeping for who knows how many days after puking my guts out. I haven't had a bath or brushed my teeth in days. My breath smells like death itself. You really don't wanna kiss me right now. I really want to just not right now ok?"                                                                                 He smiles his cheeks turning a faint blue and shakes his head.                                                             "I was just checking your pulse dear but that's fine I would like to kiss you though"                        I feel the blush burn even more under my skin and I feel like a fool.                                                             After a few minutes Sans has gotten me some water and a pack of crackers that I nibble on. My stomach doesn't try to reject them right away and they taste so good. I discover how hungry I am and beg for more crackers but Sans won't hear it.                                                                       "We have to be careful hon I don't wanna risk upsetting your stomach. It took me two hours to clean up your mess last time you felt sick."                                                                                                           I groan at the memory. Poor Sans cleaned up all the contents of my stomach from a few days ago. I cringe and he chuckles claiming he didn't mind doing it.                                                       "Your little accident got me out of four days work I didn't mind cleaning up after you. I practically raised Papyrus remember. And my nose doesn't work as strongly as yours so the smell didn't bother me very much."                                                                                                                          I find myself laughing at everything he had just said and I can't stop. I don't know what it is that I found so funny but I find I can't stop myself from laughing. He laughs along for a while until we both eventually calm down. Then every time we look at each other we burst out laughing again. This goes on for about twenty minutes. Finally after we are officially calmed down I raise my arms.                                                                                                                                             "Help me up I wanna go take a shower. You may not be able to smell it but I smell like death"      He chuckles.                                                                                                                                                          "No I can smell ya and I agree you stink"                                                                                                       I swat a hand at him and he dodges it laughing again. He helps me up and my legs are wobbly. Sans says it's from going so long without food or water that its normal and I should be fine when I get a good meal in me. (Anyone notice how this quickly went to hungertale XD )                     With Sans's help I stumble to the bathroom. He sits me down on the toilet and runs and gets a chair. He puts the chair in the bathtub and makes sure it won't move. After he is sure it's secure he helps me up and sits me down in the chair and pulls the curtain shut.                               "Undress and hand me your cloths in a pile i'll throw them in a hamper and wash them latter. I'll get you a towel and some cloths when you're done."                                                                           I pull my shirt off while responding.                                                                                                                  " I don't have anymore clean cloths."                                                                                                               I can almost feel him shrug as he says.                                                                                                         " I'll give you some of mine it'll be fine"                                                                                                           I respond with an ok as I wad up my cloths hiding my bra and underwear in my shirt and genes then hand him the wad.                                                                                                                                        "call for me when you're done"                                                                                                                                       I lean forward after hearing the door click close and turn on the water. I adjust the water to a temperature I like and pull the nob thingy to make the shower come on. I enjoy the perfect water as it runs over me. I get some soap and smell it, it smells like Sans like pine and snow. "Just like Sans but minus the ketchup.                                                                                                           I squirt some of the soap into my hand and rub it into my hair. I lather every single inch until I feel like I have a mountain of bubbles on my head. the bathroom smells like the shampoo and I revel in it taking note that this is the best shower I've ever had. Closing my eyes I rinse my hair getting all of the soap out of it. I see no bodywash and for a moment I'm confused then I see the the bone marrow soap and remember. They don't need regular soap they just use that stuff. I think for a minute on what to do then decide to just use the shampoo as bodywash. I squirt some more of the shampoo into my hand and wash up. After rinsing and making sure I get all of the soap off I turn off the water and call for Sans. In a few seconds he his in the bathroom I hear him take a deep breath then chuckle.                                                                           "It smells like me in here"                                                                                                                                   I laugh.                                                                                                                                                              "yup minus the ketchup it smells good"                                                                                                         He erupts with laughter and it makes me happy. He's a big blob of laughter and I absolutely love it.                                                                                                                                                                                   He hands me a towel and I dry off my legs and everything else then wrap the towel around me hiding myself. I give Sans the ok and the curtain jerk open.                                               "You just hold your towel ok?"                                                                                                                            I nod and hold the towel tightly around me. Carefully almost too carefully Sans picks me up and holds me close to his chest. I take in a sharp breath at how close he is and I'm that he is holding me up. Slowly never taking his eyes from my face he caries me to his room where I had woken up and sits me on his bed. His room is for once clean his bed is made and I think he even washed the sheets and bedspread. He looks at me for a moment staring into my eyes as if the stars themselves are hidden in them. For a long time he doesn't look away from my eyes. When he finally dose they stray to my lips then my bare shoulders. For the second time today Blush crawls into my collarbone and up my neck into my cheeks. I gulp not able to pry my eyes from him.  A shiver ripples through me he notices and breaks the gaze. He fumbles for a moment almost falling over his own feet when he recovers he gets me cloths out of his drawer and puts them on the bed next to me. He doesn't let his eyes meet mine again but his breath slows when he comes close to me to put the cloths down. Another shudder ripples through me and he retreats the room leaving me to get dressed. I quickly do and try to stand wanting to see him again as soon as possible and somehow I find the strength to stand up and walk.       

Well there you go! I hope you guys enjoyed this next chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it. For the first time in a long time I have found the spark and the joy in writing that I have lacked for way too long. Thank you guys so much for loving me even though I'm a weirdo!!! And as always!!!!

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